untittled

2008-06-05T09:13:00.000-07:00

i got shortlisted for osep
freaking million times yay

but theres interview
and i never fail to screw up any interview

2008-05-28T21:23:00.000-07:00

WTF
apparently theres like a THOUSAND mr james lee in nyp
so my stupid email about the GEMS service test got like forwarded from one mr james lee to another mr james lee and until now its still circulating from one mr james lee to another cos it havent reached the correct mr james lee so its gonna get forwarded and passed on from one mr james lee to another UNTIL it reaches the right one

just great i tell you
just let me bang toufu and die

2008-05-21T21:33:00.001-07:00

the first thing i did when i step out of changi airport was to perspire
frickin shit
although hk was sunny(sun glaring and all) it was at least breezy and not sooo humid.
not like spore whose air is so damn dry
and congratulations to me. less than 24 hours of returning back to spore, i'm sick( stricken with half the package: cough and fever and fricking rash cos i'm sweating mad and i'm allergic to my own freak sweat)
just my damn luck

trip to hk was good
practised my not-very-there canto
my mother say i shouldnt speak it cos my accent suck. STRAIGHT IN MY FACE. thank you very much
and those stall holder(esp ladies st) when they hear you speak chinese/eng they try to quote you a higher price cos you're foreigner.

and knn! i was asking this knntothemax sales woman where something was in eng and she didnt understand so i spoke to her in chinese. and she dont understand also.
SO. i spoke to her in both eng/chi mix sentence and then she scolded me in canto and laugh at me saying i cannot speak both chi/eng
GO AND DIE YOU FREAKING THING
everytime i think of those rude hongkees i just feel like swearing to them in canto
i know swear words in canto okay. dont play play

2008-05-12T08:47:00.000-07:00

chanced upon 1tym performing heaven in youtube
and god.
nostalgia much
like i can soooooo rmb myself hearing that song when i was young
like primary school or so
and watching them, esp danny and jinhwan, dancing like a little kid just make me laugh and just wander wth do time pass so fast

on the other hand
YESSSSSSSSSSSS.
i completed customer service and proj management!!!!!!!
prolly the worst two modules ever and the proj is just a killer
*pats myself on the shoulder*

2008-05-07T09:38:00.000-07:00

WAH SHIT MAN
I DESPERATRLY WANT TO GO FRANCE FOR THE EXCHANGE PROGRAMMNE THINGY
OMG IS DESPERATELY DESPERATELY
BUT 10K EH
FUCK MAN
NO MONEHHHHH

2008-05-06T05:31:00.000-07:00

WTFXZXZXZX

the supposedly lamest/worst/stupidest tep stopover, elearnign some shit GOT TO GO BANYAN TREE AND WORK

WTFFFFFFFF

GOOD RESUME MUCH?
hello hello. handling finance for such a bigass bigprofit company is a god-sent gift okay

and wtf is mine?
worked in cheers?

& those ungrateful bastard go and complain so far
WTF MAN. FOR GOOD RESUME I'M WILLING TO DO ANYTHING OKAY. EVEN IF I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 4 AND GO JB EVERYDAY I WILL ALSO OKAY
and HAHA. too bad you all stay along the red line/purple line. banyan trees in bukit timah
just point my finger at ELDC ppl and laugh
i stay damn near bukit timah~~~~~~~

fuck you

2008-05-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

flatter me, and i may not believe in you.
criticize me, and i may not like you.
ignore me, and i may not forgive you
encourage me, and i will not forget you

-william arthur ward

2008-04-28T10:54:00.000-07:00

tsk
i'm digusted
you bf, or rather, ex likes you so much, chrish you so much, is so nice to you and you dare dump him just like that
"i dont care if i have a bf, i have the right to flirt"
pls. take a look at the mirror
wannabe slut.

2008-04-25T12:46:00.000-07:00

OMG
FUCKNG NYP

~ £i£ áñGë£ : ♡ ♥ I Feel Smthn's Missing W/o Knowing What I've Found. And I'm Still Searching W/o Knowing What I've Lost ♥ ♡ ~ says:
u must do personal selling?
~ £i£ áñGë£ : ♡ ♥ I Feel Smthn's Missing W/o Knowing What I've Found. And I'm Still Searching W/o Knowing What I've Lost ♥ ♡ ~ says:
i 2nd stop over den no need. classical
time is tickin' says:
omg shit
time is tickin' says:
so like you need to do personal selling TWICE?
~ £i£ áñGë£ : ♡ ♥ I Feel Smthn's Missing W/o Knowing What I've Found. And I'm Still Searching W/o Knowing What I've Lost ♥ ♡ ~ says:
yup
time is tickin' says:
oh shit oh shit oh shit
time is tickin' says:
omg screw nyp
time is tickin' says:
i get that personal is impt all those shit
time is tickin' says:
but why the fuck do we need to do it twice?
time is tickin' says:
to screw ourselves over and to waste our money?
time is tickin' says:
cos we always end up buying it ourself?
~ £i£ áñGë£ : ♡ ♥ I Feel Smthn's Missing W/o Knowing What I've Found. And I'm Still Searching W/o Knowing What I've Lost ♥ ♡ ~ says:
lame la rite

PERSONAL SELLING TWICE! WTF. i thought i will die with one and tadah. TWO!
screw you.
personal selling means going around school. note: whole NYP! not SBM only. and promote the goods youre suppose to sell. and make students buy! wow much! fun? screw you. its like one karma shit. you buy from ppl, ppl buy from you kind of thing.

its so stupid cos you'll end up selling to your classmates and omg did i tell you what i did when i was year1 when i didnt know freaking tep have personal selling shitzxzxzxz. i thought it was some lame marketing student or something. we just rejected him straight in the face. we didnt even hear him promote omg.
ya. and i believe in karma

can just go bang toufu and die

crash and burn

2008-04-23T09:21:00.000-07:00

crash and burn-savage garden
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
Its hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you cant take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump Ill break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
Youre caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you cant face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump Ill break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone

And there has always been heartache and pain
And when its over youll breathe again
Youll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump Ill break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone

old but surprisingly comforting
was at town's starbuck for about an hour and half to wait for my father to pick us up
talked to my mum and such
without much arguing(thank god!)
i finally manage to tell her about the exchange programme(weight off the shoulder. thank goodness. i was really suffocating)
my mum told me chances are i wont get to go.
10kfor 4 months plus is not a small amount but yeah. at least i manage to tell me that
and she was asking if i do plan to go uni
obviously i do, so she ask where
and i told her canada.
honestly, its my first time telling my parents(or at least one of them) i want to go to canada and such
but again. she told me what she've been telling me for the past 3 years, about only being able to pay for local uni tuition fee not overseas one cos it cost a bomb and all.
its not like i dont know how ex it is. and plus daddys retiring soon
at least we manage to talk about it(i think)

If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone

2008-04-18T09:25:00.000-07:00

heck. its only been like one week of tep and i'm hating it like mad
and knnnnnnnnnnn. last stopover is msc.
wtf man.

2008-04-15T22:06:00.000-07:00

i just screamed at my dad and now i feel damn bad about it

2008-04-13T08:47:00.000-07:00

tep's starting tmrw
pls make it as painless as possible
instead of making me curse like some mofo shit and start hating school
tep go easy on me

on the bright side: P's in the same shit as me. same stopover, same class(: yay to the max. lets just hope that during other stopover shit we kena the same sai gang

2008-04-11T01:08:00.000-07:00

what poly students do when they're bored during hols?
go chinatown find china prostistutes, those not very young kind
HAHAHAHAHHA
KT works there so like so know many inside info like where they hangout and such
so me,syidah and P went down there to check

and we got the see the whole real shit okay
although if i'm not sure whether its a must to sign some kind of proposal(ftw?!)
and got middleman/pimp one okay! just not-very-young kind. some freaking old teeko
but its quite gross to see china woman approaching old teeko/old teeko approaching them
DAMN GROSS
and we saw this loyal man who flatly refuse to speak to that china woman
the newspaper more interesting HAHAHA

and of course, we make damn lousy detective or rather wannabe.
halfway stalking the china woman to the hotel(apparently, i dont know in most/all cases or what, the man go hotel first then the china woman will go later after finishing her drink) she notice us
and turned around and GLARED at us
nice one(: HAHAHAHAHA

2008-04-09T08:45:00.001-07:00

i wish my mum will stop nagging at my for one single fucking day
one freaking day will do.
she doesnt even stop when shes not in town.
and she religiously repeat the fact that i'm fat since like what? when i'm 11?
like nagging for for the 7 fucking years made me any skinnier
and it always ends with i'm gonna die early. wow. very interesting
and like i dont already know i'm fat
fuck man.

i still cant take it its 2008 already.
i keep thinking its 2007
bloody hell.

2008-04-03T08:17:00.000-07:00

motherfcuker.
screw off & die
drama king
who needs you

I thought u love them now u going to turn your back on them? ftw.

2008-03-29T09:13:00.000-07:00

i freaking found my birthmark after like 17 going 18years of my freaking life
and i didnt find it myself
my sister of going 12years found it
apparently, all i have to do is pin my hair allllllll the way back
wth
all these years when i ask my mum about it(how funny is it that evrytime we talk about birthmark its always in the car, where my mum sits at the front& i sit behind my dad) she only goes ''your ear there'' then my sister will go all over searching cos both of us thought my birthmark was behind the ear, when it is actually infront
its quite big actually
ans disgusting cos its like on the face.
and when i showed it to sister-of-15years
she went EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
my sister say i have to be happy cos its not covering like half of my face so yeah.
quite fascinating actually, finally being able to see and actually know how your bithmark look like
but i know i will grow sick of it one day and in future i might be one of those who put concealer over it desperately trying to cover it up.
who knows...

even though few days have passed, i'm still quite shocked
how can anyone actually write such shit up
blessed genes and ingenious upbringing WTF
i dont know you
and you're not my friend either
you gross me out
like really really really kind

2008-03-24T08:56:00.000-07:00

a few days ago i started reading sean's(of jinusean if you like even know) cyworld. i was never a fan of blog reading and all.and i just update without even seeing just for the sake of penning some shit down. but what really attracts me and got me seated to go through his entries are the fact that you get to see parenting from a guys pov, anf of course seeing how much he loves his wife is just sweet enough. he have this part where he devotes this section to his wife where he is forever reminding her how pretty she is and how much he loves her. i think that makes every girl go awwww and all.

for a period of time, this pic of wife and his daughter was on my wallpaper for the longest time ever plus the first wallpaper for my new phone. i thought it was reallllly sweet

if you havent already notice, they are always wearing the same clothes! cliche but DAMN cute okay. and shucks la. his daughter have already started wearing branded goods ar such a young age. nike and paul frank etc.

SUPER CUTE!! and i think how his son(just born) smiles when his wife kisses him is SUPER DUPER SWEET
his daughter's hand when she just came out

LMAO. on that figure thingy, it says, daddy,haeum(his daughter) and mummy!

seeing all these photos and entries, i just really hope that my family in future will be as sweet as them. like really really really sweet kind.

2008-03-19T10:06:00.000-07:00

when i meant maintain 3.167
i didnt really expected one 3.167 to be staring back at me
walau. for both sem i got the same gpa can
._. i was damn kanchiong to find my current gpa so i kept scrolling up and down wtf
ANYWAY THANKSSSSSS ALOT P! i totally owe my dist to her!!!! sending me all her tuts and whatsnot. and of course telling me what to study
i cant believe got a C for micro!!!! honestly i was expecting an A and part of me wants a dist and i thought i did pretty well for the paper, which means proj was badly done which we already know. like hello! reference are worth 10 marks yet we didnt include it cos the fucking guidelines didnt mention it, so not entirely our fault. we were too busy to notice that okay.
& managment HAHAHA. you can practically see my classmates going screw POM, FUCK POM, POM dio kan, pom doa diao(dont understand what those hokkien means) all those shit on msn. i'm just glad i dont need to take that fucking supp paper
and i totally wasted my 2 dists okay. those fucking 2 Cs!!!!
actually i'm in no position to complain cos i didnt do much of tuts but i studied for exams okay! expcept for management

& WTFFFFFFF elective will only be released next sem? wtf make me so kanchiong spider 12mn go check which elective i'm in.
whats the point of making us register for a module so early right. somemore right smack when we're studying for exams
thats why i say nyp make no sense at all
i want to try bidding for modules leh.
sounds quite cool.HAHA

i'm so in love with i'm sorry by gummy feat top
like her voice is so addictive and with top in it is just a bonus :D
&&& omg i was watching chocolate then top was doing one love OMG
okay.

2008-03-18T07:54:00.000-07:00

results coming out in a few hours
PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS
if there is no 3.65 pls let me maintain my 3.167
AND OMG
french/jap/french/jap/french/jap/french/jap/french/jap/french/jap/french/jap elective pls
NOOOOOOOOO international/youth
or else i can go bang toufu and die
PLSSSSS
gpa above 3.167 and french/jap elective

2008-03-13T23:32:00.000-07:00

my retarded sisiter came back from training and haolian to me about ppl(one in particular) not being able to catch her ball cos she's so much better and all(roll eye)

then she went to bathe and shes went on singing xmas songs
like alot. damn loudly. so loudly till i can hear even with my earphones on
retarded
who sing xmas song at this period of the year
its been like 3 months have pass from the last xmas and 9 months to the next one
crazy retard. one whole list okay
damn loudly

my mp3 damn stubborn. i'm trying to drain out the battery so i can charge it
its at the max volume now and its been on for like 2+ hours and it still wont go flat
dont know whether to be happy or angry

2008-03-11T09:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18th KATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
*throws confetti*
i hopt you enjoyed today although we didnt do much
plus almost burning down the table

i suck in guitar hero
1st attempt okay
maybe i should go kats house more often to train and if i turn out to be good i'll buy guitar hero to make myself feel good everyday
if i really cant guitar hero for nuts, screw guitar hero
its not like i have ps or xbox or whatever, i suck in tech stuff okay
except for that street fighter okay
i turn out to be super good at it
beating SHU MARCUS AND PAUL IN FIRST ATTEMPT

damn depressing
hearing so guy playing canon in D on electric guitar now
fyi, canon in D is my fav song EVERRRRRRRR
jealous like mad

2008-03-06T04:54:00.000-08:00

slept at about 5 this morning and my mum woke me up at about 620 as she needed my help
&its not like my school is next door
&got caught in the freaking morning traffic and it was freaking raining early in the morning
&i had to walk in the rain cos the freaking bus wouldnt come and i've already waited 20 mins for it
stupid bus adhgdfshfjshdsjhd its not the first time i'm late cos it refuses to come when its raining
&on the way to school, some freaking mazda driver drove so fast that he/she splash this huge mofo pool of water on me
awesome enough. i was literally soak from head to toe
i hope the driver freaking BANG INTO A TREE cos he obviously doesnt have the brains to slow down AT THE BEND and he/she got to stop splashing water at innocent pedestrian esp those on the way to school
&of course, walking in into a meeting after being about 45mins late & looking like some shit cos i'm wet
&wonderfully, the aircon was on so i was freezing like mad
&i had to like make everything sound right in my head cos i missed so much
&me and carmen just totally stare at each other cos we were all wth are we listening to this
&to only find I'M IN THE FREAKING COMMITEE FOR COMMUNITY SERVICE CLUB IN NYP
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
i got cheated into it
community service is good and all but do you know how pathetic it is
i've NEVER heard of this club in my whole entire poly 1 year life and now i'm in the freaking commitee
&of course, one look and i know i cannot click with them. esp this girl who reminds me of this particular classmate in by dover in clementi who likes to fake BOTH american and cheena accent. total duplicate
&i was sitting opposite this two indians ahbeng who have like 6 times more earholes that i have on each year and i cant help but to stare
&some freaking not-so-young obviously singaporean indian whose shoulder almost got crushed by the freaking mrt doors
COS she decided to make a dash when the door is closing and the freaking door have no sensor
and the BANG was loud enough to make my day any worser
& i have to meet someone i dont wanna see FOR LIFEEEEE

i think i'm super
i havent shed a tear yet

2008-03-05T09:45:00.000-08:00

cambodia trip is cancelled too
omfg okay
i ditched shu and town to plan for it and its over?!
!@$!%$^%$@@#$#@
which means i have to go back to sharon lhu and ask her to bring my tep training
its so stupid cos we ask her and she purposely posponed it for us after this long stupid tedious process
tep is crap. some say its stressful like mad since theres 3 stopovers and all. some say its slack like mad. i hope its the latter

OMG OMG OMG
&i really really really really realllyyyyyyy reallllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy wanna go paris for exchange programme
if it cant be paris then ireland/england/germany is fine
just get me out of spore
but the cost is no joke okay
shit

2008-02-29T08:17:00.000-08:00

during YEP-parents briefing

dr paran:cambodia blah blah blah. flight blah blah blah...... one thing we will be doing is creating a mobile library cart.
NEW TOWN SECONDARYHAVE KINDLY DONATED 100(or is it 1000 i didnt hear properly) BOOKS FOR THIS EVENT. our students blah blah blha.....
P: EH!!! YOUR SCHOOL DONATE LEH
me: huh? (we were talking about guesthouses and random stuff
P: KINDLY WORHHHH
me and P: HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAH

HAHAHA! kindly donate! dont make me barf
i bet its all thos lok kok book that is publish 20 years ago until newtowners rip all the page out/draw until words cant be read/the moment you pick it up,all pages drop kind.
kindly!PLS
kiss my ass

&&let me tell you a joke
two YEP team leaders(dr paran and dr i-forgot-the-name) are CERTIFIED dotors
doctors that are doctors, those certified clinic/hospital kind, notget phD kind
both are doctors/lecturers in the nursing school
YEP MAKE THEM TAKE FIRST AID COURSE BEFORE THEY CAN LEAVE FOR CAMBODIA
FUNNY A NOT!
doctors leh! they are doctors who operate/a&e and all those life saving stuff and yet they have to take some dumb course which are like basic to them JUST because the rules states so
dogmatic enough man
stupid laws

some stipid one-you-see-him-you-know-its-enginerring-teacher teacher said:
our team will be staying in guesthouses with aircon available in each room. tveeee and fridge will be available too.
other team students:EHHHHH NOT FAIRRRRR
teacher: ITS BECAUSE OUT TEAM WILL BE WORKING VERY HARD
FUCK YOU LA. YOUR TEAM WORK HARD OURS GO THERE PLAY ISIT KNN!

2008-02-27T20:43:00.000-08:00

cruel reality
stupid nyp
dumb government laws
how can they bear to break up such a beautiful team
a team i'm closer to then my current classmates
dissapointing the 19 of us
i really thought it was some awful prank call when carmen told me

its amazing how we bonded on the very second meeting
just playing that cliche hula hoop game
and that grab each other hands thingy
how we managed to work everything out so well
THEN its EVER MORE AMAZING
how well we bonded EVEN MORE in camp
esp during the low element thingy
that when you fall, i'll catch you thing
i dont even think i put in that much effort during camps, cos as usual, i just wanna sit in a corner and slack
&&&& how can we everrrrr forget the majorial and minorial game!
we're like one of the 40% od teams in the WHOLE WORLD to actually complete this game, without quarreling, just solely based on negotiationg, without punching the daylights out of each other
and i'll never foget how we cuddle and took group photo, not leaving at the end of camp
even though we STANK like crazy and we're all tired

we planned everything
RIGHT STARTING FROM THE VERY BEGINNING
we're the only ones in the 9 fricking teams that plan everything on our own
and we dont have much help cos we're the first team ever in nyp to go to vietnam
all we got was just a little help from ms janette
plans:painting,teaching english, teaching crafts all done up by us
pre-event was done solely by oursleves
painting angies house, going to the boys home to teach english and play games
all efforts have gone down the fricking drain
we plan everything and now alll we can do is throw those plans away
in the bin.
i feel damn bad for leader ssi and irving cos comeon lets admit that they did the most and STILL at the midst of exams, they still have to take up some time to plan a breakup meeting

cant any stupid soul pity us and step up to help this team just this very once?
we already prmised to see to your every trouble
all you have to do is talk and sit at one corner
thats all.

and whats the point of blaming each other when a plan cant work out
its not like all of us allocated this whole holiday for this trip right
whats the point of saying this and that now?
just make everyone have this misconception of one another
and quarrel and just break that damn stupid bond and friendship up
screwyou

leader ssi i really love you cos you did so much and i know no one appreciate and understand. i do okay. you covered up for me so many thousand times. thanks
irving!!!just a simple thank you to you. you know what you did righttttt.
jianliang. shit man. everytime you and irving act like one couple and your sick&homosexual jokes never fail to snet me laughing like some kuku ass
CARMENNNNN. damn crap la. when we getting closer the team break up
angie~ i love you loads tooo.and sorry we didnt exactly do a good job to your house! dont let go of jianning can cos he's seriously one of the greatese guys EVERRRR
ms already a nurse,syima go on helping more people okay? thanks for evrything including those night watching thingy! and those tips you gave when i'm freaking injured
rowen! I WANT YOU SLIPPERSSSSSSS! down are the plans about switching slippers in vietname!i'll never forget what you wrote on the paper. and thanks for catching(:
trang trang trang trang trangggggg! thanks for teaching us viet! and accompany-ing to everywhere i wanna goooooo.

shit man. i took 4 shots for nothing
all the plans and fun of activities in vietnam is gone):

my last chance of being a 막내
is gone....

2008-02-22T10:05:00.000-08:00

something i really wanna know whats going through my head
i really really wanna know wth am i thinking or what am i thinking of doing

i need a little more luck than a little bit

2008-02-21T09:37:00.000-08:00

i need a little more luck than a little bit

management i wanna be your friend
wanna be mine?

management i love you
maslow,katz,herzberg those random people who made up random theories i love you
lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve you to deathe
i studied you on vday
i studied you for three days straight in a row
day and night
i tried soooooooooo hard
writing down those facts about you
from chapt1 to 13
i alomost died. i died but i came back for you
but i STILL cant grasp you
can you pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls love me back
like as much as i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee you
i srlsy love you to deathe
be nice to be okay?
TMRW PLS TMRW
just one day
haruman. okay?nomu nomu chuwha keh tah

MANAGEMENT I LOVE YOU TO DEATH
love me back too
or at least friend me
PLS.

omg. what is exam period start new drama right
i think i can go bang toufu

i think i aced my stats paper

think only....

plsplsplsplspls gpa3.6

FRENCH or JAPPPP

2008-02-12T08:04:00.000-08:00

eh damn dumb la
as if i'm not stress enough from the exams
schools making us choose electives
more like rate
mofo
i dont know to take french or jap
still got dateline somemore BEFORE EXAMS
FRENCH OR JAPPPPPPPPPPPP
sel say french
molla yo

i lead a damn sad life
whole family is out to bring my maid sister to night safari before she goes back
and i'm alone studying
bloody scary
so i'm leaving the tv on
too create more atmosphere or something

mmmmmm.
i dont think i'm thinking straight
whatevr

2008-02-11T19:24:00.000-08:00

lovehatetragedy says:
you sound like you had sex
Its Crazy How We Lost Ourselves Tonight. says:
HAHAHHA
Its Crazy How We Lost Ourselves Tonight. says:
WHAT THE HELL
Its Crazy How We Lost Ourselves Tonight. says:
song lyrics la
Its Crazy How We Lost Ourselves Tonight. says:
click 5
lovehatetragedy says:
thats the meaning you crapbag
Its Crazy How We Lost Ourselves Tonight. says:
no lor cb
lovehatetragedy says:
yes
Its Crazy How We Lost Ourselves Tonight. says:
OKKK YES YES
lovehatetragedy says:
you go ask others
Its Crazy How We Lost Ourselves Tonight. says:
never mind la same same
Its Crazy How We Lost Ourselves Tonight. says:
i always change nickname

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF! can someone tell her that it means what i said and tell her to stop insisting that its not and tell her to STOP the yes yes yes shit when she's talking to me cos it sounds like i'm one stubborn bitch which i dont think i am. and omg even shu knows the meaning. like really literally telling your contacts that youve done the deed.

walau. WHATSUP WITH COPY AND PASTING ALL THOSE STUPID CONVERSATION THESE DAYS MAN
omg see la. blog blog blog now i late for school mofocb
AND CRAPBAG IS DIFF FROM CB OKAY
i almost wanted to typr whorebag/slutface but ....
you should know

2008-02-10T09:58:00.000-08:00

lovehatetragedy says:
study hard huh!
lovehatetragedy says:
our 3.6 goallllllllllllllllllll
~ £i£ áñGë£ : ♡ ♥ I Feel Smthn's Missing W/o Knowing What I've Found. And I'm Still Searching W/o Knowing What I've Lost ♥ ♡ ~ says:
ya sister!! chiong tgt!
~ £i£ áñGë£ : ♡ ♥ I Feel Smthn's Missing W/o Knowing What I've Found. And I'm Still Searching W/o Knowing What I've Lost ♥ ♡ ~ says:
wooo

i think its more like she chiong alone
i slack alone
not mood to choing this sem. everything seems soooooooo boring
and all i want to do is roll around in bed and do the act-as-if-theres-snow action
my 3.6 goallllllllllllllllllllll
fuck exams fuck school fuck everythign

second day of cny

2008-02-08T21:25:00.000-08:00

i cant skate for nutsssssssssss and theres like two bloody(literally) holes on my leg
very happy cny can!

i went iceskating
FIRST TIME IN SINGAPORE CAN!!!
my parents kinda allowed cos i was going with my cousins
and i cant skate for nuts
and cos there was some professional training the ice rink got cut of like 3/4 so i had to skate back which means going against the crowd. damn shiok man
i'm the only kuku who did that
i went back and forth so many times that i know we can ice skate and who cant can
and we smile at each other!!!! wtf
and omg when i was putting on the skates this guy came out of the rink with a bloody forehead. what a nice start!
i cant skate for nuts pls. and i dont think i will ever go again to paiseh myself
and shu thinks i can roller skate pls
i've never ever ever ever everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr put my foot into any stinking roller skate

and during the night i went down with my cousins to play spaklers
and if you know theres this whistling ones that explodes or something
so one part that was litted ''exploded'' to my leg
and my leg literally caught fire I SWEAR!!!!!!
then i was screaming like siao and it took me ten thousand years to actually blow the fire oput wtf
so theres two holes in my leg
like really big ones cos they are burnt by the fire
shoik anot

a very happy cny man
what a good start for the year

acting bimbo kind

2008-02-03T10:35:00.000-08:00

shu: is it everything put in one file
me:no you crazy kuku
arguement over this
(somewhere along that line cos i close the convo already)

lovehatetragedy says:
you crazy bitch omg you asked me then it took like 20 nmins later then you sned me this
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
ok nvm, miscommunication
lovehatetragedy says:
i swear you asked wtf
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
i noe
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
as in i misunderstood wat u said
lovehatetragedy says:
._.
lovehatetragedy says:
hwo can you misundestand a noooo
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
coz i wasnt asking whether to put everything into one file anot
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
u misunderstood my ques i misunderstood ur ans
lovehatetragedy says:
then what were you trying to ask
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
but i wasnt asking tt
lovehatetragedy says:
then?
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
i was just saying my com compressing damn slow
lovehatetragedy says:
?totally dont sound like pls
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
but tt was wat i was meaning
lovehatetragedy says:
your snetence sound so wrong
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
coz i'm half switch off alr
lovehatetragedy says:
more like you're using something you're not comfortable with
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
lol
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
i always likdat talk in sch
lovehatetragedy says:
?
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
as in how i wrote tt sentence is how i always talk in sch
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
lol
lovehatetragedy says:
in other words you make no sense in school la
lovehatetragedy says:
okay
lovehatetragedy says:
got it
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
yar
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
can likdat day
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; happy Q day says:
say
lovehatetragedy says:
wtf

LAST PROJ OF YEAR1!

2008-01-30T23:53:00.000-08:00

JUST FINISH PRESENTING MY LAST PROJECT FOR YEAR 1
ohgee
time past so fast
i still remember doing o's pls
and likemost people aropund me are taking A's this year wtf

NO MORE PROJ
NO MORE PROJ
NO MORE PROJ

p,faline, siti and i stayed in school till 9 YESTERDAY!!!!
9!
12 hours in school leh.
and we stayed to take retarded photos cos school was empty
and we were playing at the fountain and i was testing whther my slippers can float anot
IT CAN! so i left it there to dry and this security guard came so i had to run back to land slipperless.
and this lecturer walk pass and was like: girls! dont play with the water
then we were all like we're not going too cos we did
ITS NEAR THE END OF YEAR 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXAMS after CNY
knn to the end of time and back.
most prolly gonna fail management
screw you management

2008-01-20T08:17:00.000-08:00

should have totally choose SE as my topic instead of drink driving
!@#$!$#%$!# to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
emotional appeal what shit
dont know how to appeal to the othersssssssssssss

&&& my kuku com going kuku again
knnnnn to the max
totally helping

2008-01-11T10:27:00.000-08:00

shu can go and die

I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
not is sg la
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
we maybe booking coach?
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
book la
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
but i scared i no $_$
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
if the tix is like 600 rm u wan go?
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
dont act no money kind
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
EH YOU KNN HUH
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
i tell you not in sg
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
not in sg
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
not in sg
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
hello i owe my bank 700 bucks
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
ur mom wont allow ah
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
so many times you still doont underestand is it
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
huh?
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
NOOOOOOOOOOT INNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN SGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
IN VIETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
understand/
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
OH
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
lol
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
fuck la you
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
i very gong now lah
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
you bloody idiot
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
i tell you not in sg
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
you tell me you book coach
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
then i say again
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
you ask me my mum dont allow is it
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
like wtf
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
i thot u say if the concert not in sg den u cannot go
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
wtf
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
i already tell you i cannot cos not in sg what
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
like which part you dont understand
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
but u in viet from when to when
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
5 to 22
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
so long norm only 2 weeks
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
18 days only slightly more than 2 weeks only
sHuweN ❤ 애교왕자; says:
omg, means most of ur holi taken up
I'm sick of toy soldiers says:
wah i cannot tahan you damn slow

OH MY GEEEEEE

2008-01-08T10:04:00.000-08:00

OH MY GEEEE

this sem sucks to the end of time
and back

jiali commented something wierd over the ohone the other day
and i'm still freaked out.
scaryyyyyyyyyyy leh jiali.

mr t.o.p english is sooooo fobby lmfao

i'll be as real as i can be
yg family family familyyyyyyyyyyy
yg family performace was awesome to the maxxxxxxx
plus omg 1tym ohmygeeee

OH MY GEEEEE

random nuff?

i'm GOING BLINDDDD!

2008-01-01T09:40:00.000-08:00

out of one page of words, only 1/4 is in eng, the rest are in thai with all those dots and curly whirly. how can i not be blind

the thai governtment website bluff me!
):
they claim its the newest 2007 end of the year report
but all the stats claims that its 2006
with the blinkie that screams NEWW! beside it

i stared at the bloody screen for one whole bloody hour scrolling down 326 pages of the thai NATIONAL report
they said it was availble in both thai and english
more like one word translation on the side
they call foreigners ALIENS lol
and they have hundreds of file and they dont label it wtf
and the content page just tell you what it is like stats, figures kind
like omg, state the bloody page plssssss
i'm dying after scrolling half of the 661 pages of yearly report
they dont even label they excel sheet
chapt 1, chapt2
OMG! how i know what is chapt 1 what is chapt 30

i have no bloody lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
doing such shit job on the 1st jan 2008
what a nice starting pls

thai govt bluff me):

OMG!
what this have to do with knn HTML
screw it laaaa

stupid singaporeans

2007-12-29T11:59:00.000-08:00

after our interview on fri, we went up to lido to buy a cup of coffee from starbucks for the manager to thank him.while waiting for our order, this 40+yrs old woman came giving this super pissed face so shin and i was kinda scared and when finally, a staff serve her

the woman: EXCUSE ME! can you do something to my drink
staff:uhhhhh. (me thinks: OH SHIT! WRONG ORDER)
the woman: I ADDED TO MUCH SYRUP SO ITS TOO SWEET
(me thinks: WTFzxzxzxxzxz. thats your bloody problem la. you added the syrup yourself, cannot take sweet stuff than dont put too much la)
staff:uhhh. do you want me to add water for you? (LOL!)
the woman: NOOOOOOOOO! the coffee will be diluted
(me thinks: WTF! your own bloody problem and you make it like his damn fault)
staff: uhhhhh. i'll change it for you lorh
the woman: *SMILE LIKE SHE STRIKE LOTTERH*
me:.....

SEE! stupid singaporean(the woman)
can you imagine going up to the fishball mee stall and go:
EH! uncle. do something leh! i added too much chilli so my mian damn spicy and salty now.see whether he change for you!

apparentlym my mum thinks this is good service. walau! the woman and her can be good friend

and another one!
after finally finding a bloody seat that can hold 6 people, we waited for the cleaner to clean the table since the previous did a BLOODY BLOODY BLOODY GOOD job of decorating the table

so after the cleaner clean and all, the 5 of us(my mum when to buy something) were about to sit down when this !@#$*&^$#@! from the next table came to put HIS BLOODY TRAY ON OUR TABLE
KNNMOTHERFUCKERYOUBLOODYPAJIAOWYWTIESTAMPCANNOTSEEWEARETAKINGUPTHATSEATISITMOTHERCHEEBYEFUCKER
so i went FUCK! damn loudly. (my father was staring at me omg!)
and that blind pajiao guy look at me and went back to his table and eat his hokkien mee!
AND OMG! HIS A BLOODY FATHER OF THREE FUCKING KIDS! PLS! WONDERFUL EXAMPLE FOR YOUR KIDS
omg! my father is older than him pls and he dares put it in front of my dad(my nice &stupid dad said nvm! wtfzxzxz)

EHMOTEHRFUCKER
we waited damn long for a seat and waited for that old uncle to clean the table and you knn-ly put your stupid tray right smack in front of us!
fuck la. i hope you die. and i hope you will never find a seat in any kopitiam annymore
GO DIE

omg! i cannot tahan. stupid sporeans
i want to migrate!

2007-12-20T08:05:00.000-08:00

pre-vietnam camp was a blast
started out as complete stranges(for god sake! i could only remember about 4 people's name)
and ended up bonded amd trusting each others completely

food is ALWAYS availble, prolly the only camp that make you gain weight instead of losing them
and although everyone was shit smelly when camp ended,
we still stay by each other and take retarded photos.

&& so much for promising myself not to cry in nyp
._.
i shouldnt make promises anymore

lol. we had this paper on the wall thingy where you write comments for one another.
and this unknown wrote "your laugh and screaming is superb"
WTFZXZXZXZXZX

rowen: DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! i totally LOVE your slipper! and like i finally met someone who has the exact same leg size/shape as me. we totally love each other's sliiper and that retard told me to only exchange it back when school reopen(:
"steady pillar doesnt move on windy days" you totally rock!

chanliong&irving: BLOODY CAMWHORESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
irving: you're damn bloody retarded and full of shit
jianliang: STOP BEING SO BLUR LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

trang: hey love! thanks for accompanying me and teaching me viet(:

love<3

2007-12-11T08:42:00.000-08:00

pretty sunset in kuantan

quote cousin in msia- "this car confirm doesnt belongs to a chinese" LOL

anyway. i went back there after such a long time. big shocker. i didnt know my cousins there, or rather most malaysians know how to speak eng. so i was pretty surprise when they talk to me in chinese. and lol! the lian bang qiang! ji hao kan woooo. ji pian yi woooo!
and i went back to the original hometown, pekan, which look like its spore in the 1960s. no joke.
i really enjoyed myself there. cousins there are coming sg for xmas!

(: my boy

we got a new dog
a chiwhawha. my dad wanted it cos its his fav breed cos he claims its easy and small to take care of._.
SOOOO wrong

he sleeps upside down. wierd enough

CEC2007
i'm like the runner cos i couldnt help fulltime._.
stupid poly and their timetable

MARCUS! when everyone sees him, everyone come rushing to him asking him to pose and stuff. lmao. and at the game station, all the girls were fighting to be the incharge of their class.LOL. and my lucky sis got to be his class helper so she dont have to fight with them

with tinghui. i thought this was cute

brother y'all. lmao

(: joey's class. the guys were allllll so cute. while the girls minus jodye were just littles bitches. PAE MARITZ IS NOT INSIDE! BOOOO! maritz is literally cute to the max

after concert and waiting for their parents to fetch them, i was passing by joyce class(which is also marcus class) and he banged the door to ask me to go to him and he was like''JIEJIE! the first day of the camp is you bring me to class one leh!"
OMGGGGGGG cute<3
with new spankin white speaker for my room so i wont go deaf(:
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& best of all!
NEW PHONE. ULTRA SERIES WOOH

these photos do my phone no justice
thanks daddy and mummy.
my mum was all unwilling to pay cos it was expensive. 198$ and i didnt want a bloody nokia. and only nokia and those lousy SE phones with vga cams are like 0$. and my dad was all HAIYA! buy la. as long as she like can already. omg daddy<3

2007-12-01T09:18:00.000-08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYY
church 70th anniversary is FINALLY OVER

those cardboard trees that were designed by youth engineers of our church
the dance the sunset youth planned

WOOOH!
the dance was totally fine
until my nice sister decided to hit my head while dancing cos she didnt have space to jump
like WTF. i was so shocked.

&&&& omg. not that i'm freaking in love with korean stuff thats why i'm saying this but its really true.
the koreans in my church totally kick ass la.
the choir is omg shit good who captured everyone's attention
&OMG THE TENOR PLS
the vibratoooo. i can die. i recorded it but have no idea how the hell do i upload it to the com

morning, teochew, eng, sunset. and those who rent of church, the burmese, the koreans, the chinese and the shelter baptist all performed.

then we started playing our childhood fav game in the playground
blind mice and marco polo
how nice....

& i was telling shu how i will NEVER EVER go back to church if i ever make a mistake. too paiseh

oh and did i mention before? my church is filled with filthy hypocrites. how disgusting. worst of all, three of them used to be close to me.
at least i dare to hate.
me, joey, bennie and YX

2007-11-29T02:43:00.000-08:00

you know how pathetic it is when people msn nick goes like
''kekex. four months already, i lub you laopo''
or
''3 months together=]"
or
"4months. hope we last forever"

like hell shit. its just a few months and you're making it sound like some big stuff. i admire couples who goes up to more than 3 years. yes i do. but like 1 month? 4 month? so like were you expecting you were breaking up before that or what! like date for fun or what? its like so overstated.
years and months have so much diff. so i dont see a point where you should announce to the whole world that you both are together for 4/3/2 months cos i think its totally understating the whole getting together thing.

whatever.

2007-11-26T09:04:00.000-08:00

did i mention
i have this cousin whos super intooooo rubix cube
like really totally into
he made the whole church crazy over it okay
and wtf
the can solve it in 20 secs
he have this book where he writes all solution into this little book of his when he encouters a unique ''question''
when he spins the cube, its damn freaking stylo. hello! got pattern one okay. and he can use his little finger to spin OKAY. freaking ass stylo
and best of all!
scene re-enactment:
*spinning the cube*
me:EH. you spin until no more lubricant huh
he: no la. i wash the lubricant away
me:WTH. why ( i clearly rmb him telling me how he broke his cube apart to add lubricant)
he: cos its petroleum jelly. and petroleum jelly spoils the cube because the cube is petroleum base yadah yadah...(something like that)
me: ._. so no need to use lubricant?
he: no la. must use silicon spray
me: EH WTF. where you read from one
he: HOW TO CARE FOR YOURE RUBIX CUBE
omg pls. i almost died laughing at him
nerdy to the max. and fyi, his going njc next year for ip. and his only 14
freaky man
and he brought his silicon spray okay.
for 7bucks thats only available at bigger homefix stores
EH. like i can totally buy one mocha frap at starbucks okay.
HOW TO CARE FOR YOUR RUBIX CUBE
srly. LOL

& jonathan was saying how i should convince/psycho him to stop
cos its
''doing something good for mankind''
lol

2007-11-26T08:39:00.000-08:00

my parents left me annd joey at home
for holiday
with two dogs.
yeah. we got another chihwahwa.
chaos man

CEC's over
awesome like shit
such a pity i cant help out full time just becuase of my dumb timetable
and omg
anton. jeong woo. PAE MARITZ. yilong. marcus. bernice. dawn. clive. zach are the prolly the cutestttttttttttttttt kids you've ever seen
and anton hit my so hard that theres this little orh chieh on my face the next day
and maritz who goes jie jieeeeeeeeee! and sit and your lap when taking photo
oh god! cute to the scm. and the concert is just awesome
and i just met them like 2 hours before and they're willing to cooperate with me
innocent young kids.
how nice

anyway, someone brought their bf to church today(non church member)
wooh~ prolly the biggest scandal ever?
cos she's like only 14 and those elders will go. tsk, so young.
oooh

&&&last farewelll...
ohohohohohohohohohmg

incoherent

2007-11-21T07:48:00.000-08:00

dear com
i love you when you decide to restart on your own
leaving me with lots of lost data, uncomplete downloads, and of course my stupid speech that i spend 1043204329127 years to understand what i'm suppose to do and then all the dumb brainstorming that killed my brain cells.

thanks man.
i love you so much

xoxo,
jorina

2007-11-11T07:17:00.000-08:00

i swore i will stay faithful
like really swear swear
and knn. siwon just HAVE to keep appearing when i'm going to get over him
OMG FISHY. i'm so sorryyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i'm going crazy

i'm so sorry but i love you(do that head shake thingy)
MORE&MORE(imitates top sexy voice and does hand action)

anyway, singapore's gonna show coffee prince
i hope. HOPE HOPE HOPE NO ONE TOUCHES KIMJAEWOOK
or else i'll really go crazy.
but i know like one whole BUNCH of girls will go JAEWOOKKKKKKKK.
pls like gongyoo and the other two princes more pls
PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLPS

MYHAE~

2007-11-09T08:23:00.000-08:00

the only person who's nice to gossip/bitch with
he's the gossip/bitch king, second to marcus or maybe same standard.
and he's a debater.
apparently, both of us are loners in class. anyway.

dark&twisted says:
i hate APPLE
Samuel says:
oh the kai xun fren ah
dark&twisted says:
ya omg
Samuel says:
i only know she has 2 bras
Samuel says:
green and red
dark&twisted says:
wtf
Samuel says:
and i always make fun of her with leon
Samuel says:
she only wears tank top
Samuel says:
shows off her bra strap to the world
Samuel says:
free show, i see lor
Samuel says:
anyway
Samuel says:
whats so bad abt her
dark&twisted says:
when kaixun was doing the colour thingy
dark&twisted says:
she was like omg. so slow.
dark&twisted says:
then i was like, why not you do it since you're faster
dark&twisted says:
then they start bitching about me
dark&twisted says:
like wtf
Samuel says:
LOL.
dark&twisted says:
then i was like you wanna bitch bitch right in fornt of me
dark&twisted says:
like face to face
dark&twisted says:
then they talk louder
Samuel says:
why u never ask me to join the fun
Samuel says:
walaoooo so interesting
Samuel says:
next time
Samuel says:
i sit next to you
Samuel says:
=)
Samuel says:
i would tell her
Samuel says:
Apple
Samuel says:
you know
Samuel says:
I'm so dumb
Samuel says:
that when you ask me to do the same exercise on you
Samuel says:
i'd go
Samuel says:
green bra red bra
Samuel says:
eh pls
Samuel says:
today
Samuel says:
2 gay -insert race-
Samuel says:
infront of me
Samuel says:
den he see me playing comp
Samuel says:
he go and see my screen
Samuel says:
i told him
Samuel says:
if u have any sense of self preservation
Samuel says:
you will not be transfixed on my screen any longer
Samuel says:
i asked some girl on my right
Samuel says:
eh u know them
Samuel says:
they gay ah
Samuel says:
she say no, 1 is soccer player
Samuel says:
national soccer player*
Samuel says:
i replied
Samuel says:
no leh, u see some famous ppl also gay, like elton john. he national player ah? no wonder sg cant make it to world cup
Samuel says:
den the guy heard
Samuel says:
lolz
Samuel says:
aiya
Samuel says:
next time
Samuel says:
got that apple thing
Samuel says:
include me
Samuel says:
fun =)

LIKE OMG.. why in the world will you name yourself apple. and why will you go around annoucing you're apple. omfg freaking bitch.
when i told her or rather announce rather loudly that if she wanna bitch about me, she could just turn around and bitch about me face to face. and her dumb ass braces-freak friend talked louder. omg like hiii! you dont understand what is turn around is it? and they keep talking about how i'm freaking kaixun's guardian angel or whatever like hello! i dont give a damn whether he have a crush on you or whatever. but insulting him in the lecture hall while he's presenting is downright motherfucker-ish so why do you defend yourself. and its not like you're so oh-my quiet. like practically every lecturer knows your freaking fruit-ish name.
like hi! i'm dragon fruit, syidah's cherry, sarah's pear. and faline is BANANA!
and her 4girl gang. omg. freaking gross. all cheena like a siao+wannabes. and there's this girl in her clique with the pimpliest back i ever seen and she stills dare to wear tank/tube top. like gross to the max. and while ''suaning'' me, another 4 girls clique from their class were staring at me. like hello0! the one who draw a thick line under her eyes! you dont one single right to stare at me. why not spend more time and think about what you and your girls wanna wear tmrw. apparently, they're so damn colour coordinated that when you see them walking together you see the shades of a colour: ghtblue/darkblue/babyblue/skyblue/lightpink/palepink/bimbopink/darkpink
PLS!.

i hate sm

brent _____ ji yong
nice?
:D

2007-08-08T19:27:00.000-07:00

i'm at the airport now
going to cheena(:
for the first time in my life

the best part is, we already spent like 100$ in the duty free section
and vodka cost like 21$
goshhhh

2007-07-15T23:16:00.000-07:00

marketing lecturer was talking about market segmentation.
blah blah blah okay, demographic segmentation blah blah blah
GENDER!
her: can you guys name anything that is only meant for females?
boys:BRA!
her: yes. lingerie! can the girls name something that is only meant for the guys
boys: CONDOM! DUREX!
*girls laughing*
her: condom? actually its for both the male and female as both the gender can buy it/meant for them.oh dear! what have you guys learn in secondary school
boys: BIOLOGY

ROFL. okaywecan

all the teachers are crazy
5 projects in 4 weeks
and you know whats the best part?
we havent got the details of the bizsoftware project yet
and we have 2weeks left

i pray pray pray pray pray that i wont embarrasse myself during presentation and let me do it smoothly without stuttering.

2007-07-02T19:20:00.000-07:00

OMFG
i freakingly passed my access which i totally thought i'm going to fail.
wooh~ i'm in the 45% who passed
aparently, i did my queries pretty well
i can fucking fly now la pls
okay, pls let me pass POA

joey teams won champion for the under 18 catergory
and as a sister i'm proud of her(:
and i finally learn how to spell the sport- TCHOUKBALL.
joyce was telling joey that they printed the jersey wrongly because of the spelling. lol
i still dont understand what the game is about despite her many attempts to explain it to me
all i know is she's a cp/pivot or something like that and her job is to score.
okay we can.
okay. i hope she enters the national team.
because i kn ow she loves the game

i'm glad that tchoukball entered her life.
cos before tchoukball, it was ncdcc who do nothing but marching and cpr
and she makes all of us, maid+sibs, watch her march and listen to her lecture on saving life.
and when no one listens to her, she goes to the kitchen and literally force my maid to listen/watch her
okay. so its like the end of misery for us all.
you should hear her talk about her mount.k trip and sec 3 camp pls.
she's tell you every single detail including when she screamed.
''i was screaming all the way when water rafting then i stop''
''why?''<---- us
''because if i continue screaming, all the water will go into my mouth''
ROFL.
okay

and i didnt know indian poker was that fun
lmao

grandma is coming back on sunday
WOOH! i miss her so much pls
to bad i cant go and pick her up cos i have to attend cousins wedding
i srly would rather go pick her up then go to the wedding where i'll face MORE critism from ''relatives'' mainly those shit aunties who like to gloat over the fact that i'm in poly
anyway,
i hope she does buy back those sausages i asked for
german sausages are like the best pls

i'm saving for my dogs injection soon. i dont know how much it cost but it cant be cheap so yeah, i'm broke in general.

and i love nerine's mum. she said something that makes me so happy
okay. i love nerine for telling me what her mum said.
wheeeeeeeeeeeee.

my mum's menopause is supr bad now
i hope in future, menopause will go easy for me
to make my husband and children life easier
thats if if i do get married.

flower boys+ haengbok
HAHAHAHAH XD
i wanna watchhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2007-06-25T21:20:00.000-07:00

my teacher just said that among the few paper she marked, the percentage of failures are more than the passers
and failers are those 40% type
and she mark according to index number
and my index no. is 2
OHO
fuck it
i can say bye to university

2007-06-25T00:10:00.000-07:00

starry starry night
paint your palette blue and gray
look out on a summers day

sisters were like nostly not home during my holiday
they were at msia either to climb some freaking mountain or church camp
they only good shit that came out of it is that i can eat all the choc aunty catherine got us from switzerland.
okay.
my holiday suck in short.

and my effing project grp
or rather just certain members
the rest(easties and westies) went all the way to sengkang to do project just because he needed to work and guess what, he was late on both occasion and on the second meeting, he woke up at 10.15 when we're suppose to meet at 9
nice one dude
and after he came he went our to smoke cos he's tired
like omg pls
like the rest are not, we travel so long just for you and we slpet later.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

anyway i thought this was shit funny
joey:double cheese burger pls
and she got TWO cheese burger meals.
OMG. wtf. i was laughing like knn
and being the very typical joey, she didnt do anything except pay for the two meals and go out
LOL

sometimes i cant help but to think how would my life change if i took the jc/mi route instead.

2007-06-04T00:00:00.000-07:00

the mother and the little sister is gone now
to cheeeeeeeenaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
dont ask me why but i'm fricking jealous
anyway, the mother was nice to me before she left
so i shall be nice to her too(:
tagged along with her with a woman-ly retail with her along with aunt from germany
facial, pedicure and shopping
and i rejected her offer of a facial package
and now i'm regretting it
and the mother left her credit card at the facial place at ngeeanncity
thus the daughter, ME!, had to travel all the way there to get it back for her since she's going china
i'm nice(: see!

anyway, cousin from germany is BACK!
yay!
family potrait was one funny shit
cos cousin and my head was sticking out of nowhere cos we were standing on a thick pile of telephone book
at least i'm tall

bday celebration with sel and clique was fun
camwhoring theraphy and shit loads of fun

thank you for making an attempt to go(:

and i love digging shreks ear
dont you?

class's idea of fun: playing spongebobsquarepants, totally spies and power ranger song in class
WOW!

2007-05-08T02:49:00.000-07:00

joey was teaching(or rather telling joyce how smart she is) joyce bio the other day. and she started the whole ''omg, how can you be so stupid when your jiejie here is so smart'' blah blah blah and kept going ''how can you get this wrong!'' ''you're so stupid!''
then she suddenly burst out laughing
so she told me to go to her side
LOL

qns: name two sexual organs
joyce answ: the ginger and the potato

qns: fill in the blanks
when male and female have sexual intercourse, the male's _______ enters through the female's ______ and swim towards _______ the ovary to fertilse ______

helping words: testes, sperms, vagina, ovary, egg (and some other stuff)

joyce: when male and female have sexual intercourse, the male's testes enters through the female's vagina and swim towards the ovary to fertilise the egg

OMG. lol
my dad was laughing when he heard joyce answers too.

****
anyway,
the legendary ''boyboy''

:D
he was hiding cos he ''stole'' the biscuits

i feel super guitly towards him
i was broke and his fur was too long so i decided to cut it for him myself
since a trip to the groom care place would cost a bomb
its quite terrible since i'm not a proffesional
-.-

****

i have no life now
):
my friends apparently love the thought of goinh home immediately after home
and the funny thing is i HARDLY ever go home immediately after school
like in sec2, how we would stay till like 7 or 6 under the cleaner chase us out
and sec3 was playing everyday after school, towning and kboxing practically everyday
sec4 was also going out, eating in clementi/holland v
and now i go home everyday after school immediately,
even my mum is shocked.
my dads happy though, cos dont go out=not spending money

*****

been pretty pms-y this few weeks
partly cos of the accident and school
and i deleted my itunes out of fraustration cos i was playing the wrong songs at the wrong time
and now i'm too bloody lazy to download it again
no music):

****

resolution for 2007 was not to swear
and i obviously broke it since i practically swear everytime i blog
and i blame dax since he's the first who made me swear

and i believe in karma
dont ask why

remapping the human soul
how ...
er....
ya.........
pathetic?

2007-05-07T00:14:00.000-07:00

FUCK!
i'm like shit jealous of those who went to holloywood bowl

2007-04-20T09:00:00.000-07:00

florence told me that polys are full of backstabbers
i didnt believe much
but little did i know i'll be the fucking victim

and dont you fucking smile and talk to me like nothing happen
when something obviously happened.
omg.
stupid slut
just admit that you're such a bitch
and that you want every fucking souls attention
and pls act your age
for god sake. you're like two fucking years older than me

dumb backstabber
die!
go fucking die!
stupid whorebag/slutface/whoe/fucker/bitch/motherfuckingslut/two face bitch/thumbsucking whore/gaptoothbitch/dumbsmileyface/bloody fucktard/asshole
DIE!!
shibal

i hate my class for god sake.
i dont know how i'm going to survive another 3years with them
shit!

today is so not my day
cell grp members were being major asses
got stupidly backstabbed
my dumb tutor told me to tell her a better excuse when i'm fuckingly telling the truth
they got into a shit accident
stupid antis

i stood in the stupid printing room smelling photocopied paper for 30 stupid minutes
and that dunb photocopy machine HAD to jam at that time
and i ended up being late
and my teacher told me to tell her a better lie
HELLO!
i fuckingly printed 26 sets of tutorial work and 26 sets of handouts for you
dont fucking tell me to tell you a better lie

whoever that thinks that poly life is fucking easy
you can go and die
i have like 12 projects to do while jc students have to complete one fucking pw
and failing a dumb module twice means byebye to poly life
who wants that
and the amount of money we spend is disgustingly big
so dont ever complain how stress you are
cos poly is as stress

honesty.
is such a lonely word

prayer will make everything good right?
lord wont let us face stuff that are too extreme for us

2007-04-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

poly is totally different from what i thought
people with totally diff culture being together
and i can already know that i wont make any super good friends in my class
cos my classmates are just....

i tried talking to this chij tp girl
cos i THOUGHT that all chij girls were super english
in the end, not only does she speaks chinese and her HOKKIEN is like super fluent
better than shus and nerine
wtf
got such a big shock

and apparently, this st hildas girl speak chinese too
and i thought they're very ''english'' too
and her jokes are lame shit
that makes me really feel like banging my head on the wall

and theres like another junyong in my class
just that that ''junyong'' speaks chinese and he have some speaking problem
and my ogl is like another glenn
so ogl+another junyong= jokster + havoc

the other day, ''junyong'' was asking the st hilda girl why she speaks chinese
like wtf is that?
she speaks chinese cos shes a chinese?
then they started speaking in broken malay.
...............
my classmates sometimes speaks hokkien
and my hokkien skills are limited la.

and they say i'm fierce
wtf
i'm anything but fierce
unless i'm angry la
and they keep going ''chill la chill''
when i'm not even angry.
so when i'm angry what am i?
tigress?

and my stats lecturer is a funny guy
who keeps talking about how poor he is and how bald he is

orientation was better than mi's
no orientation can be worst than mi btw
got sabohed by two ogls while playing games
one love scaring me cos she say i freak out easily.
so everytime the game starts, she stands in front of me and start screaming.

i'm still deciding whether to buy a laptop a not
or to use the one at home
the selfish me wants a laptop for my own use
but part of me know that i shouldnt cos the laptop isnt cheap
and school fees+textbooks+laptop fees isnt cheap
and its a big sum to fork out just within a month
its like i can die from thinking too much

too many decisions to make
and i still have to decide what cca i want to join

on the other hand
recieve something from jo unnie
:D
first time recieving such things from overseas
:D

~~i just cant imagine spending my 17th birthday with my classmates. makes me appreciate the small ''party'' last year even more~~

2007-04-10T06:32:00.000-07:00

okay
tmrws orientation
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i'm so freaking not prepared
like hello.
my biological clock is like upside down
and it takes like a miracle to be able to wake up at 550 tmrw
and i'm too used to waking up and 11 watch tv and then sit in front of the com

i just receive the letter from nyp about orientation
~~code of conduct: slippers or sandals without back strap is not allowed~~
i'm didnt see anything

and water games
wtf
i'm going to say my period come or something

------------
school requires a laptop
but i dont dare ask for one
cos i'm the stupid idiot who told my father that i want to use the notebook at home
i should seriously just shut my big fat gap shut
-------------

i begged my parents for a mp3/mp4
since forever ever since my old one died
a big fat NO come straight into my face
my dad is super convinced that i will turn deaf within a month if he gets me a mp3/mp4
cos he says i will blast my music
and my mother is happily agreeing to what my dad say
because it means she doesnt need to spend any more money on me
!!!!
everytime i managed to convince my parents
the stupid news will show some random people going deaf because they blast they're music
and my dad will happily tell me how he save my life and stuff like that

long distance trip to school is not a good enough excuse
what is?

--------------------

went ikea to help my help get some stuff
i ended up buying my stuff rather than hers
i should totally stay at home

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my stupid 80gb hardrive became too full
so i have that stupid honour to delete whats unneccessary
omg
the worst job on earth
go through that stupid 80gb worth of stuff
seperating them
see what files are similar delete
if its music file
listen to all the similar one
delete the lower quality ones and the super high quality ones
my playlist is like majorly screwed

i cant believe how stupid i am
downloading files with no subs
thinking i'm a genius or something

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my dog is like super pms-y these days
he starts pooing and peeing everywhere at every corner
and i have to clean every single poo/pee he pooed/peeed
while my stupid sister who supposedly SHARE the dog with my shake her leg and tell me how busy she is
she doesnt even want to pay our dog expenses
so her ''jie jie'' here pay for everything
and like what
i'm like shit poor now cos i have no income/allowance
since my mom flatly refuses to give my money since i slack at home all day long
and i'm living on my angpow money and past saving la

stupid bitch

my moms nowhere better
she came home one day and start displaying nearly hundreds of itinerary infront of me oneday and start talking about shanghai
and she ask my sisters whether they want to come along
so i asked her whether i can go
and she gave me a direct NO without thinking
wtf
she's like purposely trying to make me jealous la

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you know how funny it is when you and your sisters have totally different personalities
like they're like OBSESSED with being skinny and thin
and forever weighing themselves to see whether they're skinny or not
and like what
i'm like totally bochup with my weight
and eat whatever i want for the past 17 years of my life
and they're exercising desperately trying to get skinnier
when i'm like sleeping/slacking at home waiting for the sky to drop
WHEN its actually I who should go and exercise and lose POUNDS AND CALORIES

but i guess i'm being more like them this few days?

and my sister like working super hard for o's
and shes like only SEC3
like hello?
when i was sec3 i practically towned and kboxed all day long
and studies was the last thing i worry/stress myself about
and shes preparing now la
and i only started preparing for o's like 2weeks before prelims?
and she come home and cry cos she didnt do well for test
and i come home everyday happily even though i'm failing practically everything
and she promised herself not to leave singapore for holiday until her o's
i think shes retarded
she told my mom she doesnt want to go shanghai
OMG. how stupid can she get

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i totally dread the fact that i have to drag myself to the mrt station and take an hour trip to school

YUCKS

i'm sooooooooooooooooo nervoussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
wish me luck
cos my last orientation is a nightmare and something i dont want to remember

2007-04-03T02:38:00.000-07:00

a few weeks ago i accompany shu to take her passport photo for poly
i was laughing so much at the photo
because her smile was so..... wierd+fake
so a few days back i went to the same shop to take passport photo for poly
i was SO DAMN determined to not wanting to have a picture like shu
so i went in and smiled so ever sincerely and big
like i was happy or something
and i didnt want to retake cos i felt very retarded ever since i started smiling till the man took the photo
in the end.......

i smiled so hard till you cannot see my eyes
WTF.
my eyes are like one line laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
walau. for the next three years of my like i'm using that picture for me student pass and ezlink card la
stupid small eyes

shu like to steal peoples guy
such a sluttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
HAHA
shu get your hands of that 9 i mentioned!!!!
esp donghae and sungmin
but you can have that china guy for all you wantttttttttttttttttttttttt
and shindonghee is like so for you
its a good thing that she doesnt deny her love for mr shindonghee
and keep talking about him and such

ohhhhh.
shu<3shindonghee
sweet(:

i waited 3.5 fucking hours just to take my xray, test my urine, test my eyesight and take height and weight
wtf. total waste of time
and the clinic is so pathetic
6 patients squeeze in this little room just to see the doctor
even polyclinic is better

the poly entrance form thingy stated that you have to wear plain shirt with no printing on it, no buttons on it just white plain ones to take xray.
and i took a long long time to find shirt thats plain and have no button.
in the end, you're suppose to change into this xray gown
-_-
then why did you even mention wearing plain shirt with no buttons and printing when we're suppose to change out of our clothes

and you have to write whens your last period and sign that you're not pregnant
i signed and wrote that bloody thing THRICE in 2 years!
i took enough xrays to last me my whole life la.
broken arm, knee, appendix, lungs like dont know how many times cos once they thought i have lungs cancer /hep B whatever
and i took like 10+ xrays for that dumb broken arm cos they say its not straight
fucking xrays
kill all my cellssssssssssss

i was on the bus one day when i saw jiali zara and nerine crossing the road
(:
for some reason seeing them crossing that road makes me happy

doctor says no sport no running no jumping no skipping no heels for 3 months
but my legs are okay now
(:
i can do all of the above but somethings my knee gets wierd and starts to jerk
and i tried wearing heels that day and my legs turn jelly and my knee started jerking.
wtf
so its not that okay afterall):

i swear i'm going crazy/retarded
sleeping at 3
waking up at 11
all i do all day is sit in front of computer, watch tv , iron clothes and clean my dogs pee and poop
so no lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
my mum threw the iron clothes job on me and make me iron at least 20 clothes a day
i dont have to iron her clothes cos the last time when my miad went back for holiday, i spoiled alot of her clothes
its a good thing i dont have to iron her clothes cos she have super LOTS of clothes

sometimes the internet connection just make me feel like kicking that cpu and smashing the laptop

2007-03-13T06:55:00.000-07:00

i remember once after certain paper for prelim1
we had cme exam
and some random question came out
and i remember one option was GRASSROOT CLUB
and omg.
i laughed like siao
dont know mentally or what
but i did laugh when we were talking after exam
and you know how shock i was when idk who said that was the answer
and now what

I HAVE THE PASS THAT GRASSROOT CLUB I LAUGHED AT FOR THE WHOLE NEXT THREE YEARS IN MY LIFE
because of school

wtfffffffff
KARMA!!!!

********
i got into accountancy and finance
into my fucking 7th choice
pathetic shit
AND my father specifically told me not to choose that course
cos he says accountants are always the last few to go home and they have to work the hardest compared to the ppl with same pay
and accountancy have no life
and the job is tough esp end of the month(my fucking smartass cousin is a accountant and she slave her ass off)
AND i was telling ppl esp NERINE that you shouldnt be an accountant cos they have NO LIFE
AND OMFG. i got into accountancy

KARMA!!!!!

**********
NP is directly infront of where i sat
and SP is behind my house
3 and 5 bustops away respectively from where i stay
AND OMG. i have to go to a poly thats like dont know how many thousand bustop/mrt stops from my house
i didnt just move over a bridge just to go so far la
wtf

AND I HATE TAKING MRT!!!
and omg.
i have to spend the next entire 3 life taking nearly-a-hour trip to school
FUCK!
i practically travel the whole singapore that day (i visited them)
i took the whole bloody red line
so bloody fun
YIO CHU KANG!
shit it la
i only went there twice
once for some funny reunion dinner
and another time because i was being nice and accompany SHU ALL THE WAY THERE to claim some prize which she intends to sell i think
THRE FUCKING YEARS OF MY LIFE THERE
BLOODY BIG JOKE

KARMA!!!!!!!
***********
i was telling my sister that poly is good cos they got internship
and np was better cos they ASSURE you a oversea trip
and i'm now in NYP
WOOH!
the internship thing for them is like school-based
like wtf can i do in school?
esp being a accountant

KARMA!!!!!!!
*********
i shoould just shut my bloody mouth SHUT

I WANT TO GO TO HOLLYWOOD BOWL!!!!
HB!!!
HB!!!
but fuck la. its in LA
plane tickets there are like more ex then the concert tickets
and the concert tickets are like USD150!
big shit joke

2007-03-01T22:05:00.000-08:00

torn my fucking ligament
its been a longggggggggggggggggggg time since i cried this much
fuck it

withdrew from mi today
am sad
WHICH was something i didnt expect when i first enter mi.
<3 juliana eliza rafida shaz

2007-02-14T07:08:00.000-08:00

my results arent super fantastic
but it isnt super bad either
just that i'm super duper upset that my dumb humans got a 4
i think i failed my history cos i think i did pretty well for my ss
SHIT KARMA LA
for the first time in my whole entire life what i studied for ss come out.
ALL of what i study come out
i have to fail history.
wth.

i dont even want to talk about pre getting result time.
zomg.
fucking embarrasing

but you have to understand how i feel.
i got to many shit smart cousin
11A1s wth
i'm not as smart as shirley jiejie.

-----

i dont know whether my father knows it anot
but he's making me feel super guilty
he didnt scold me about my result.
BUT THEN AGAIN, he doesnt scold us sbout our results, only my mum does.
i know his dissapointed, but at least he can show his dissapointment la
all he said was''poly not bad. dont look down on poly.''
i think he knows i'm upset when he heard me crying on the phone when i told him
but i still feel very bad la
like i let him down.
and so far, no one score as bad as me for o's before
among his siblings and colleague
and like i'm an embarrasement to him all those shit
and he didnt say anything
all he tell me is study harder so i can go university
omg. at that time i feel super bad la

like all along
my mum was saying how stupid i was
but my dad still hold on to that thought that i'm not dumb, but smart
and when he told me it wasnt to late to study in july when he fetch me to tuition
i told him to shutup cos hes spoiling my mood
and i told him how irritating he was
and all he say was ''poly is good''
omg. how can i not feel guilty

and you know whats the funny thing.
after a long long long time after i saw my results
after all those shit crying
and i thought i cooled down
and it was time for me to tell him
i on my phone and called him
and when he picked up and said ''yes?''
i started crying like a stupid bitch
and i told him i dont know whether i did bad or good.
and he was like'' i thought you're crying because you got 7As''

and when all my shit relatives called
and his friends called
all he said was ''hahaha. not bad la.''

and when i told him i want to go poly
he say ''poly good. go to ngee ann or singapore poly. the rest too far, you'll get very tired''
how can i not feel bad

like omg. daddy.
pls scold me or something
or else i'll feel super guilty.
DADDY.
i'm so sorry i didnt score well
and i let you down
but i promise that i'll do my best when i go poly
and go to the university
because thats the only thing you asked from me

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made my dad lost $50
and spent his tenbucks when i'm suppose to buy a new cashcard.
if only i had bought a new cashcard, his 50bucks will still be in his atm card.
i feel like a complete idiot

and all he said is ''why didnt you buy a new card''
and now he's trying to keep it from my mother
cos he know that my mum will kill me if she finds out
eh. 50bucks eh
no big joke okay

and the worst is when i called him during break to tell him that his cashcard he gave me ran out of money
that night he passed me a new cashcard
and topped up super duper alot of money inside.
how can i not feel bad

just weeks before i lost his 50bucks

----
apparently those ''aunties'' of mine has came out with a new way of telling me how dumb i am
''jorina. how come like that. your daddy very smart one leh. the smartest among all out us leh''
''why you never get your daddys genes''
''your daddy never scold you ar. NEVER AH?''
justFUCKOFFLA
-----

am going to poly.
when through a super dumb process to decide what i want to do
on friday, i was super sure i wanted to stay in mi to do science
and on sat evening, i thought np bfs is better
then on sunday night, i change to np acct
then on mon night, i though staying in mi doing commerce is better
than on tues i decided sp was better when i compare both school modules
and i kept changing so everytime when my father ask what i want to do
i tell him diff answers
and today i finally decided on np bfs
and i didnt talk to my mother much these few days,
cos everytime she open her mouth,
its either about my bad results
or me not going jc

hope i'll have a good time in poly
have no shit person to ask what poly's life like cos no one is in poly from my smartass family
yay me
for being the first one to go to neighbourhood sec school first and now poly
BOTH TIME FIRST IN THE FAMILY TO TRY SOMETHING NEW LEH
good a not
and pls. my family is so big that when you take family photo during cny
you cant see your face properly
so until now i still dont understand why they want the photo
maybe its just fun standing there to compare whos taller
or maybe its just fun to ''pile'' on each other and to squeeze together
CNY MAH
once a year.
squeeze for fun la

2007-02-08T07:18:00.000-08:00

met the most fucking angmoh today who demanded an apology from me when we hit each other. like hello. its not like you're the only one who's hurt right. and you're the fucking blind one who cant see me. like hello! bunch of ppl waking in straight line+i'm so big.
dont tell me you're so fucking blind that you cant see
and dont fucking ask me to open my fucking eyes
fucking angmoh.
''i demand an apology''
wtf.

and thank you jianle and alex for standing at a side and see me kena scolding for no reason.
then later tell me how i should scold him back.
thank you very much(sarcasm)

i'll be dead by tmrw.

2007-02-06T06:00:00.000-08:00

my class is full of shit ponners
only 7 turned up for tutorials today
pathetic shit
if you dont want to attend lessons
dont come school.
i dont see the point of travelling all the way to bukit batok when you practically stay the end of singapore/JB
and just come and sit in the canteen/library to talk.
omg. thats like so damn stupid

jc is totally something i dont want to do
so all i have to choose is MI or poly
which will totally depend on my results once again

havent been sleeping well these days
been thinking too much
dumb results are coming out to early

jjc fair sucked
all of us just went there to see each other and catch up
and we basically spend half of our time in this random classroom talking and camwhoring
yay us(:

results are coming out
i think i can go and die
am enjoying all i can now
just in case

2007-01-22T06:59:00.000-08:00

so you know how disgusting it is to see singapore not on the asia tour list.
and practically everyone around you is on the damn shit list
hell shit
send in petition
wooh!
but seriously. like they will ever listen or even bother to see it. pls

need new bag, shoes, pencil case and wallet
that damn bloody shit bag
cost a fucking damn $40 and it broke after two weeks
dont say because i'm rough and all those shit
NERINE!(hello. other than sel, she's the one who take care of her stuff the most) one broke a few days after she use!
bloody shit. i think i was to dumb to think that it was a damn china product
and i swear never to walk in that shit shop again

and of course.
MS LEESHUWEN is nice enough to lend me cash first
cos i think taking money from my parents buying ANOTHER bag in less than a month is super paiseh
and she practically paid for almost everything when we went out
including my chocolate muffin
BECAUSE SHE DAMN WORKING
thanks alot woman(:

i spend hours thinking on how to do mole question!
last year topic!!!!
i think i can go and die

seriously. i've been considering to stay in mi.
like hello!
DOES YOUR SCHOOL ALLOWS YOU TO GET DIPLOMA AND DO 'A'level AT THE SAME TIME?
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
and plus one more year of studying.
no harm done what
compared to boys who needs to do ns.
and some girls who might retake 'A's one more time!
and i'm quite sure i'll fail my promos in year 1 and than fail my 'A's

but of course. unless they change their name to MIJC or something.(which they are considering)
i'll totally stay

been pretty emotional these days
for some fucking reason

and pls keep your damn mouth shut if you know that it is something in particular which i detest to hear and i dont want ppl to know
damn motherfucker shit
just shut the fuck up

my dog bite me and i look like one freaking abused student
my both arms are covered in bruises and scar
disgusting

i love random-ness
wooh!

2007-01-19T06:16:00.000-08:00

okay.
so schools not bad this few days
got to make new friends
and the best thing is they're mostly not chinese
(quite suprising if you really know me)
but its quite natural la
since theres only like 5 chinese girls in my class
and 3 have their own cliques already
but still.... i think with new bunch of friends.
i wont hate mi that much

i have the coolest GP teacher man
he doesnt want us to stand up and greet him
and ask us to drop the ''sir'' and ''mr''
cos he say he treat us as young adults
and tell us how much he hates late lessons
WOOH!

and the worst chinese teacher
who take half an hour just to take attendance!
and introducing hios surname to us was one big joke

adn the funniest econs teacher
cos she keeps repeating using the same subject; eg, her hair and bed story
and keeps talking about bakwa

to bad darn school had to seperate us into classes
or me, cheryl and steph will prolly be good friends during this whole PAE shit.

my internet connection is killing meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
some dumb asshole downstairs/upstairs is stealing my internet connection
motherfucker

2007-01-14T08:15:00.000-08:00

yucks
i miss nerine's craziness and lameness
and all her talking
and all her''jorina, wake up! you cannot sleep. must study''
and her ''i need to go to the toilet'' + her face
and her bitchiness
and her constant talking
and her reasoning

i miss MISSgohjiali
her random jokes
her dumb and full-of-shit talk
and her lameness
and her bitchiness
and her randomness
and her talks about this and that
and her sibs, shuli and zeli
and her craziness laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

yucks.
i'm like lovesick or something
its just to bad i didnt appreciate the things they do much back then.
i'll prolly roll my eyes la
and now like every single second i wish they'll repeat
cos i dint really laugh much this few days
just a little short haha at the most
and they're both in the same school
so they can entertain each other
while i entertain myself

made new friends.
THANK GOD!
no more loneliness and misery
but the stupid thing is that we got separated into diff class the next day
but we still attend classes together since we're in the same course
and go boy-seeing together cos this particular girl likes this guy
and pon classes together

econs is like super boring
and that teacher came in twice and talk about waking up from which side of the bed
wth.
kept laughing and laughing cos she's so darn funny
but econs is still so boring
macro and micro econs.
wth is that la
i still dont understand
to think i was so enthu about econs laaaaa
out of three lessons(crashed one) i slept through 2 cos it was so darn boring

and pe.
omg
i almost died.
since last years naptha until now i havent run
and suddenly, the school make the girls run 5 round
wtf.
i almost died halfway
and my shirt and pants are wet
cos they made the girls lie on that stupid wet track
and the guys?
happily running 4rounds and lying on that dumb dry bench
sexist la. wtf

my class is like super wierd
like half or MORE than half are ppl from other races
and some is just full of shit.

i'm like super anti chij girls.
dont ask me why
just a simply DONT LIKE

and my internet decided to have fun with me this few days and keep disconnecting halfway.
thankyouverymuch man

i want to go back to sec4 lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2007-01-03T05:53:00.000-08:00

wtf.
asking me to go to a school where one student can actually say ''ppl call me alson, but you can call me tonight'' when teacher ask him his name.
you can ask me go die.
am the fricking loner in grp
and my og and clan sucks
all un-enthu ppl.

and sat there almost all the time to hear some shit talk
ended up sleeping most of the time
and had to take out a book to read to keep myself awake
i think ppl around me thinks i'm a freak pls.

i hate schoollllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
and guess what.
we followed the wrong bunch of ppl and ended up getting lost in bukitbatok.
how fun
i cant wait to get out of mi

2007-01-02T07:21:00.000-08:00

happy new year!
damn super late but whatever la
and i spend my damn near in genting watching unknown performers perform and eating a whole tub of ice cream
baskin robins was giving 31% dicount so me and my sis(2 ppl!) finish a whole big tub of ice cream with three flavours.
damn shiok okay
eating our damn bloody nice icecream when they shouted one! so started jumping up and down for no reason
and omg! they had indoor firework pls. only for like 3 secs but its still good.
didnt manage to see the one outdoors cos younger sis rather watch unknown performer perform hokkien and canto song!
wtf!
and they started throwing ballons with voucher and caught many cos they were like throwing right above my head
and while i was trying to catch the sapphire blue(no vochure ones!) damn ppl hit it out from my grip freaking TWICE!
all i wanted to do was to spend my new year with sapphire blue(suju) what!
and i watch the $25million hoax there.

and my sister lost her phone there
she's so conviced that she lost it while cycling the boat
and the phone drop out of her pocket and drop into the river!
wtf
and we walk round and round to find a phone
and we were told to find the security counter
and wtf
six ppl told us six diff place of security counters
and one security kept talking to me in malay
despite telling him time after time i dont understand and i had to talk to him in chinese to try to tell him i freaking dont understand malay
and he still doesnt get the point.
in the end some nice mr. security officer brought us to the security counter despite commucation breakdown
and he tried to talk la
wth. freaking nice can
and that damn security counter is at some ulu corner at b3 carpark
why in the world would they put it there la.....

and all i enjoy is the fact that my face turn red there due to the coldness
and that i met ''lou lou''
and cousin was there to take rides with me
wooh!

and post-countdown was damn funny
unknown performers performed in hokkien and canto
so malays(no racial discremination) who obviously didnt understand started dancing
like anyhow dance kind
they're prolly drunk but it was still damn funny
esp when they come up to me and shook my hand and say happy new year
since i was standing right beside them laughing at them.

****************

school finally starting and its that damn bloody time to off the ''holiday'' mode
i'm so dreading it since its like time to make new friends
and like wth.
i wont initiate a conversation so chances are like i wont make friends?
and i dont know what i'm going to do tmrw la

friends:
nerine-meet her in og. couldnt stand her a little bit cos she was too darn enthu and she kept talking. while i was the one trying to shutup. but who knows in the end we'll end up being good buddies and sitting partners(:
jiali-meet her also in og but didnt talk much. cos joanna was with her. and i was complaining like crazy inside my head when she ended up being my home econs partner pls.
and the whole water boiling shit. omg. so darn funny la.
''jiali:my mother say when water boils, the water will move and will have steam
me:NO! what is that la
-a little while later-
me:water boil already
jiali:how you know?
me:the water moving and got steam la!''
i totally cant believe i said that
and ended up being best buddies(:

kat-met her in og too.remembered i talk to her because she was also darn enthu la. join in the games and all.
and she was the top scorer of psle in the class. and was like the first REAL friend i made(:

sel-met her on the first day of school. and omg. her presence scared me like siao cos she look so darn fierce. and after filling up the contacts part of the handbook then i realise she had the same freaking bday as me! and i think we started talking and became goof friends(:

zara-both hated each other presence since og since we're from the same darn primary school.
never ever thought that we'll end up in the same clique pls. NEVER!(:

shu-met her in og and i forgot when i started talking to her. all i remember is getting closer to her in sec2 and ended up in the same clique cos we both almost have the same interest(:

will miss you guys(:
keep in touch ya?

year 2007 resolution:
time to move my lazy ass and step out of my comfort zone

2006-12-26T06:44:00.000-08:00

darn school is starting soon
and i havent prepare anything yet
bags, pencil case, books and not even pens
i havent bought pens since 'o's pls
and i have absolutely no time left
so i think i'll have last min shopping in KL when i'm there

wanted to skip first week of school to help the kindergarden instead
but after hearing i have school, they didnt allow me
!!!!!
i totally dont mind pls
unless MI is so damn fun
but everyone knows that MI isnt that happening so how fun can it be

auntiessssssssssss and cousin from malaysia came
and all i did was to smile and laugh
at least i didnt open my mouth to talk pls
they'll die laughing at my wierd accent or whatever shit since i cant speak teochew
like pls! i have problem speaking canto
and i think they'll think that i'm being rude since i'm not talking
like they took that darn long road to singapore to see us and i'm not freaking talking
!!!!!!!

literally drag myself to church on xmas morning to watch my oh-so-dear cousin, who captured the hearts of many including 2 newtowner!) play flute on stage
like hello!
am i a great cousin or what pls!
i was so darn tired pls
and my contacts KEPT dropping due to dry eye(lack of sleep)
and i have to keep sticking my finger into my eyes in front of everyone.

and christmas this year wasnt that great
but i recieve what i always wanted from my yiyi and yichiong
and i manage to save $50++ and i dont have to long and dream for it anymore
thank you so much!

genting soon
oh-so-fun.
just hope and pray that there will not be many ppl there
or i'll totally not step into the amusement park

hyukdongdong
XD

oh and btw.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZARA!

2006-12-15T08:46:00.000-08:00

got posted in MI science
not much surprise though cos i can only put MI as my choice
since moe didnt thought that putting rjc, njc, all all those shit good school was funny
BUT SCIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay!
i've been praying for it for the past few days
since i thought MI wont put me into science when they see my shitty science results
AND i was stupid enough to put COMMERCE as second choice
of course i was worried like shit la
and when i was shouting so happily that i got into science
my dang mum have to say''dont understand why you're so happy. go this type of lousy school still can be happy.''
all i wanted to do was to slap her

went for yoga lesson today(LOL!)
my muscles didnt ache like siao prolly cos my poisture were all wrong
then went for daddys company shit.
turns out that it was some concert put up by buddhist and singapore chinese ochestra
and china's physically disabled dance group
all was great esp the DANCE
chinese orchestra was great and some woman sang sop and it was so damn high
and monks were singing songs that i didnt understand since all they said sounded like 'ahhhhhh'
and when the lamas started singing one boy cried cos it was too scary
LOL
lamas voices were so damn low and croaky pls.

MI MI MI
school for first three months
i'm just going to play there since i think nobody there is going to study

2006-12-12T00:37:00.000-08:00

superjunior,donghae,battle is love<3
dongbang, jaejoong and uknow and prince too<3
crystal kay and melody is love<3
best vocals ever.
starting bad family now pretty soon
then catch up with x-man, love letter, chunji and sukira

dont think you'll ever understand what i'm saying
except for shu

2006-12-02T05:32:00.000-08:00

taiwan is a great place if you want to put on weight.
sister said she put on 5kg on the fifth day so i didnt weigh myself in case i faint cos i put on weight as easy as abc.
''shang che siu jiao
xia xhe niao niao''
(go on bus and sleep, go down bus to pee)
practically what we did for past 7days
eat, sleep. take bus. eat sleep take bus
mountain roads were the worst
puke like nobodys business

LOVE LOVE LOVE the aborigins performance
and so guy pulled me and sister to dance and take photo with them
20bucks pls.
but still so dang fine

spend $50 by the second day
ALL ON FOOD!!!!!
and another 50 by forth day
SHOPPING IS SO DANG FUN IN TAIWAN
ONLY if you're those act jap kind cos jap style clothings were like EVERYWHERE and they're like the only thing you can buy other than food.
so i didnt buy much
AND LOTS OF FOOD
so i didnt spend much on the last three days
we went there with 3 luggage
and we came back with 8 and 3 box
extra bag in each luggage.
and apparently there wasnt enough so we bought one in taiwan
my crazy mum bought rice from taiwan and its heavy like shit

and i ate smelly toufu
and i enjoyed it(:
prolly the first and last time i'm gonna eat it
and it didnt stink at all cos to many ppl said it was stinky and they make it less stinky

i'm addicted to taiwanese shows(:
so many damn channel to choose from and so many damn shows to watch
korean/bimbo/funny/life show

and we have to change hotel everyday
good thing is that its all 5star
except for day4
and omg. one hotel had themes so i got the chinese themed one
and my mum got the japanese themed one.
so darn cute.
and to add on to that we have suana in our room while my mum had jacuzzi
wooh. but nobody used it cos we're so dang tired

my crazy mum brought us to take mrt in taiwan
no much diff from singapore except you have to walk one damn shit long road to change line
not like raffles city like that, just cross the station

and not all taiwanese guys are cute.
only those who appear on tv plus about 100 more are cute
the rest are crap

taiwan is cold like shit and the jacket didnt leave me until i shower

i LOVE fivecent driftwood
so pretty and beatiful
and the food is so damn delicious
just to make some random note

thank god we have a good trip in taiwan
and thank god we have such a good tour guide
from singapore and taiwan(:

plane back to singapore was shit
air turbulance was so bad and many
that they have to stop serving hot drinks
fell sick like siao and ate so many sweets to clam myself down
vomitted like siao
and when you walk to exit the plane, the middle portion stink of vomit so badly
but i like the fact that SIA serve good ice cream(:
magnum and haagen dazs
and offer good movie(:
watched step up, john tucker must die and tokyo drift
and they offer good screwdriver(:

didnt buy anything from DFS
make me want to cry so bad......

and apparently some asses put their luggage on out trolley
so its in our home now.
and we're dang sure someone put it there cos we were the last few to leave.
and you wont leave until you got your luggage right?
and those remaining were from our tour.
and my mum left her bag on the plane
so we cant open our lugguage cos all the keys are in her bag
WOOH.
lucky us.
see how 6days worth of clothes will stink when left aside for to long

2006-11-24T10:38:00.000-08:00

prom was alright
took pictures with ppl i never ever talk too
food was alright, didnt hit the expectation of what i have expected.
prom king and queen is from our class(:
like pls, who expected max to win. but i scream like one freaking bitch for him
and my throat hurts like siao.
i'll prolly only miss the people inside ntss but not ntss itself.
e4/3 is <3

preparing for prom was a total disater.
all thanks to shu who kept telling us how late we were
and i got so kanchiong that i screwed jiali's and nerines makeup
so nerine had to settle for one tone while jl eyes looked so puffy
sorry.
thanks jl for making my hair(:

only 7 ppl turn up for first night in chalet
freaked each other out so badly
threw 130bucks to the busdriver and taxidrivers
esp to that asssed taxi driver who brought us one big freaking round around changi.
freaked out and laugh at those stupid love messages.
slept like a pig.
and two bitches went one and didnt came back.
pangsehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

watch happy feet cos thats the only movie we could watch
bought stuff for impromtu bbq.
and MAX(mr prom night AND RICH FREAKING ASS) could actually shop for grocerries and marinate beef
guys did everything while the girls practically slack.
glenn, jy, patrick came and we drank
and omg. alex have a cool dad who gave him this whole big bottle of vodka for us.
ben tried to act detective
and ppl left
played cards and parents came to fetch
my father brought me to see ah-guas all of a sudden cos he had nothing better to do.
back home, just to transfer pics and pack stuff for taiwan tmrw
taiwan(:

2006-11-17T08:15:00.000-08:00

o's are like finally over
and the next thing you know, is that you're freaking mugging for A's
like no life like that
live to study. study to live

was so damn bloody stress while preparing for o's
less say exhausted
sleep. study. cram two years of knowledge in brain in 5months. take paper. cramn everything again. sleep. take paper. cram.
been relying on korean ginseng for the pass few weeks
to keep myself less tired cos my maid say coffee will make you stupid and i dont want to be stupid AFTER cramming so many bloody things into my head.
relieved. happy. exicted. tired
no more DARN physics for the rest of my life(:
i cant help to wonder what i'll be like when it comes to A's
threaten suicide? depression? or even barf when i'm walking in?
thoughts of going jc just dissappear instantly

walk into exam hall feeling oh-my-god nauseous
prayed like one thousand time trying to keep myself calm
and talking to myself help to keep my nerves down.
before going in exam hall kancheong like siao
break into cold sweat throughout the whole paper even though it was so darn cold.
sitting beside selena while studying didnt help too.
she's like one freaking electronic dictionary
and when you say something or ask question.
she's talks like that darn woman in that electronic dictionary
and she name you every single fact and every single information
so throughout that whole one hour while the rest where asking questions i was suffering mentally.
breaking point came and stress level immediately piled up by twice.
felt that i didnt study enough and start to feel bad.
i really wonder how kat endure for FOUR FREAKING YEARS while sitting beside a electronic dictionary
must be tough. i couldnt even stand it for an hour.
i'm not trying to imply sel is a freak or what but she scares me.

and thank god nerine was there when i was very exhausted and thought of giving up
she was the one who gave me those encouragement that i couldnt even think of.
and ms tan herself coulnt even encourage herself.
thanks alot man ms tan sihui nerine(:
best sitting partner ever!
it was like from hell to heaven kind since the beggining of sec2
no more freak stuff. no more sick and disgusting stuff.
just pure joy and sheer laughter and lameness almost every hour
how can i forget ms jiali's ''nvm one la'' '' dont think too much'' and ''dont think laaaaaaaaaaa''s
thank god for all my friends too(:
sel, kat, zara, shu

i dont know why but sometimes chirstianity digust me
when i'm myself is a christian.
like GOD. what have all those freak church do to pollute the acts of christianty.
IT TOTALLY DOESNT MEAN THAT BECAUSE YOU GO TO CHURCH YOU'RE ONE EFFING CHRISTIAN
and you start preaching like you're one freak christian
and omg. to go to chuch is a form of worship.
QUEUE FOR HOURS JUST TO GO IN THE SANTUARY.
pls. thats too much la.
you think you're holding one effing concert?
and what? just because you like praise and worship.
pls. get a life
i remember vividly what one pastor said.
and thats quite amazing cos mostly its go in one ear come out another.
i am able to digust all those messages that fast
but this particular pastor once mentioned that christianity USED to be a religion. but now its a accesory
and i cant help but to think how true it is.
thank you lord too for guiding me during this whole period of time
without friends and god i'll probably die or cry myself to deathe.
too much stress. and i put to much pressure one myself.
who to blame?
my ass smart COUSINSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
who get 10A1s and all those laminate-worthy report slips
THANKS SO MUCH MAN

2006-11-12T04:33:00.000-08:00

turn on the com and realise everything is gone
everything is deleted.
so apparently someone reformatted the com and everything is gone
motherfuckingshit.
800 songs and 1000 pictures are all gone for sake
and i did not backup or whatever
so everythings really gone
and omg
i'm so freaking sad
i save them for nothing and i didnt even get to enjoy it yet cos i thought i can enjoy it after 'o'
i'm so dang freaking sad like omg
i have to resave everything again
which means reclicking the whole bloody thing again
and i must go thousands of pages back
this is so totally shitty

chem amath and history paper are main focus
just do my best in physic
and i can enjoy like no bloody ass buisness

and i love youtube
total heaven sent gift(:
everything i want is there

2006-11-02T19:16:00.000-08:00

'o's are coming.
i'm just trying to decide whether directly after my last paper, should i come home and sleep or use the computer till 2.30am.
i refuse to think theres any possibility of my coming home crying cos the paper was too hard or something.
prolly having bbq at jiali's house to celebrate the end of 'o's
(:

physic prac was really stupid esp the dumb lens thing.
stood there for dont know how to realised what i'm suppose to do and take crap loads of time to try and find that dumb image, which is still unfound even by the end of prac.
chem prac was alright except i forgot to write that there were crystals.and i manage to complete the whole mole calculation thing. which is the first time for major pracs(:

planned to do so many stuff after 'o'
mahjong. grad night. chalet. taiwan
(:
which of course might lead me to spending tons of money but who cares.
i deserve it for studying so hard

i'm hoping to get a average of a2 for every subject
and pls make what i study for ss(HOUSING!) and hist come out

2006-10-07T08:18:00.000-07:00

wtf.
the bloody haze is making me feeling breatheless and all those crap
its either thinking to much or its really making my throat go DRY.
and i read the newsapaper just now
and omg.
a couple getting married said it was romantic
wtf.
you think its genting huh?
too bad its not cold and its stinks
romantic cos you can save the money to go genting?
like wtf
haze being romantic is the worst think i've ever heard.

my L1R5 sucks big time
until now i havent got the courage to tell my parents about that hideous results
so what if i jump 10 over grades.
its still not enough to go jc
and like omg.
NO FIRST THREE MONTHS
all i can do is sit there and cry like a stupid bitch
like cryings gonna help me
AND OMG
PRAY PRAY PRAY hard that pjc will take pity and take me in
or innova OR MI
omg. i dont care what school.
I JUST MUST GO FIRST THREE MONTHS
and i'm DAMN prepared to visit principles at any moment
heng that laila and paul and me are on the same boat.
like literally relieve kind not the ''bad'' kind

i'm freaking prepared to do more papers like siao
and PRACTISE PRACTICE AND PRACTICE
and time myself.
maybe its the time factor that pulled me down
cos i have ABSOLUTELY NO TIME for all papers except for amaths cos its totally a stranger to me.
and during amaths paper, i actually have the time to look at selena doing her paper.
think: her face darn close to paper, sitting oh-so-lady-like, smiling like an idoit and doing her paper cos she know the answers
and omg.
she's the crazy one who scored like freaking high
AND marcus.
i had totally no idea he was so smart
you dont know how happy i was when he told me he got 49 for chemP2
cos i thought i would get higher and in the end i got lower
like wtf.
i seriously feel stupid.
as in really stupid kind

and omg.
some stupid virus got so many students infected
and i hope it'll not affect the whole singapore in case they cancel 'o' levels
and take my stupid prelims mark.
omg. i'll cry.
no school for ONE year.
i'll grow stupider

and omg
i JUST saw picture of amanda bynes and Channing tatum together
both acted in ''shes the man''
and omg. i didnt know he is 26
like so freaking old
and he's name sounds quite dumb to me.
WHICH reminds me of that stupid conversation in class
where nerine said that she wanted to name her son enoch(something like that)
and kevin told her to name her child cathode and anode.
like WTF.
imagine:'' cathode and anode come. time to eat already''
wtf.
so freaking funny
and naming your son ''son1'' ''son2'' and someone(i forgot who) was like name in use, choose another one(like choosing email like that) and instead name the son as ''son1611''
wth.
stupid names.

must study hard cos dumb 'o's are coming in 30 days
and i didnt know its approaching until i see shu's nick decreasing and until marcus told me
bloody hell.
i'm going to study freaking hard i tell you.

is ciara getting prettier or what?

2006-09-30T09:09:00.000-07:00

future talk:

next time i'll open a resort.
i'll invite MANY MANY MANY people to come and stay at the resort
and of course
our special MAIN attraction: ms shuwen will be pole-dancing for all our valued customer OF LEGAL AGE.
nothing special you say?
of course we have. you'll see her dancing on the WORLD smallest pole just enought to fit her size.
special enough.
and of course, her boss, namely me, HAVE to hire her because the boss has to earn ALOT ALOT ALOT of money.
and ms shuwen pay is at a veryafforda ble
PLUS, the boss(me agian) have to return money to her ''friends'' bank, which is charging her at 100% and 200% interest rate respectively.
what an idiot you say?
pls. tell them to marcus and ben who FORCED her to take a loan from their bank when she was either crazy/cannot think properly at that time.
tsk tsk.
the poor life of jorina fwu
where she have to pay HUGE sum of money to people to make a living.
so that their kids and wife will not go hungry.

THATS WH"Y YOU GUYS HAVE TO COME
and pay me money for staying over.

^^^stupid lame thing

2006-09-26T02:43:00.000-07:00

chances are no jc for first 3months.

saw hist mark and was darn surprise
but its no point getting so high since i'm bound to fail ss.
and i HATE ss.
stupid no meaning stuff.
like hello? why will i need base on the criterion of impact in my future like
and pls. do i really care about housing problems in the 1960s.
like i will ever think of it when i'm buying a damn HDB flat in future.
and industries
like i'm ever gonna go in there
i'm not even taking technical studies or whatever

like pls.
why will i like ss in the first place when what i study ALWAYS never come out
and ss is the one that pull my humans grade down

and omg.
i was so effing glad when chemp1 was so easy and sad when i realised i suddenly when pajiao and read wrong question
and like chem p2.
omg shit. i took so long to think and i forgot all i study cos i was too freaking nervous and cold

and hist paper.
because i was sitting directly under the aircon area.
my hands were freaking numb
and my hand were crazy
and my eyes started tearing like crazy
and i couldnt see that bloody clock because the zir con was blocking so i had to ask kieran leong to inform me the time
like wth
condusive environment

and amath question
it'll take a miracle to happen if i pass
since i left alot blank
and i coulnt do damn radian for dont know what reason
and my displacement dy/dx kind is shit
and i started thinking
whether i was too dumb or the question is a total give away
like hello?
sub here sub there 8 points
and the rest i do like crazy and my workings like freaking long but i still cant guarantee a 2marks

made stupid questions in emathp1
and i need emath to pull my dumb results out

I HOPE THERE'LL BE A MODERATION
so i can at least go to some jc for first three months

2006-09-16T08:58:00.001-07:00

sometimes, i really wish i was staying elsewhere in this world other than singapore.
malaysia and thailand will be ideal now.
IN THIS SITUATION
you dont know how much it sucks
esp when you ALWAYS/OFTEN go thailand and malaysia for holiday and if you've nothing better to do.
i feel like crying so badly
singapore is just so slowwwwwwwwwww

conversation with pizza man was frekaing hilarious and both of us paisehed ourself. how stupid is that

2006-09-14T09:47:00.000-07:00

prolly gonna fail chem prac
AGAIN
like wtf
i studied FREAKING FREAKING HARD and gave up some treat to fish&co just to FAIL?
pls.
heart shatter into little pieces

and after like trying to prevent anything from breaking for 3/4 of the time.
i broke that damn cylinder when i was shaking my stupid limewater so white ppt will appear.
who ask that cyllinder to be so tall.
and worst is that lime water experiment didnt work and instead it got sucked back so after dont know how many thousand attempts of transfering solutions to the right testtube i still ended up with black ppt in limewater.
like WTF.
and i did that limewater thing for dont know how many thousand times thus not enough solid S
and glenn HAD to turn around and laugh at me and say''see i told you'' when i broke that freaking thing
at least i'm better than the person in frony of me. who broke TWO measuring cylinders

and that bloody thiosulphate.
before i went in i was reading about it forcing myself to understand
in the end i didnt record what i observe.
like wtf.
i might as well not go for practical.

and omg.
toward the end of the paper
my paper was burning
and now theres a whole(small one) on my paper.
imagine it on my o's paper
can go and die type.
and every page of my paper has that black mark on the same area.
fucking funny.

and left part three NEAR blank.
my answer=no answer.
another sad case of failed prac for exam

funny thing is how i can write down practically everything for normal work.
how stupid is that.

its irritating when channel u keep showing the advertisement on goong
like trying to emphasis how great they are to show us such a great show and how they're the only source of singaporeans watching that awesome show.
like hello? never heard of youtube? i watched finish the whole thing even before you bought or even heard of that show la.
and i watched it twice.
singapore is just so slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
~~like that damn clubbox~~

i desperately want to go into a jc for first three months.
any will do.
pjc or whatever. worst come to worst innova
i dont mind going all the way to woodland just to get my ass on a seat in that school.

MOTIVATION>
i need motivation
which all seems like it evaporated into the air while i was doing that damn practical.
at least i can study by motivating myself.
not like those losers who need to go to ~~adam khoo~~ just simply cos they cannot motivate themself
might as well just give me the money and i teach you how to motivate yourself.
like so simple la: put one SUPER nice result slip(straight As type) and one of your results slip in front of you when you study.
confirm can motivate yourself one.
dont ever look down on what pride can do.

some many things to download but so little time

2006-09-09T08:55:00.000-07:00

planned to study like crazy this week
and ignore the computer.
for some obvious reason
i failed to do that.
*mentally smack self*

and it isnt helping when maneater is stucl in my head.
nice song but the beats are making me go a little crazy and a little hard to concentrate on what i'm doing
in these 9days so far.
i spent 3 afternoon sitting in front of the computer laughing to myself while watching shows on youtube. 6hours straight in front of the com for three days.feeling a little guilty everytime i finish using

spent 1day going to some food fair at expo.
nothing REALLY that nice.
suntec one was better.
and spent that whole entire day watching and suffering from my mom's pms-ing

on the bright side
at least i studied nearly half of the physic textbook.
during the remaining 5days
i THINK i can remeber all the formulas.
not a bad attempt i must say.
considering the fact that FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.
i seriously treid to understand what the hell physics is.

had new tuition on amath
from my previous emath teacher.
the one who made my emath grade shoot up by like 6grades?
yeah.
great but expensive teacher.
she was going through dy/dx and all the small sub topics
and my head went totally BLANK.
nearly fainted(like really) cos i just couldnt think about anything
and i just couldnt find anything to say
and i just nod my head in silence to act intellectual once again
in the end, she have to stop to teach me something everytime she flips a page.
pray hard that i can at least get a c5 during 'O'
AND I HAVE THE CENTURIONS FAITH.
oh lord. pls help me during that time

went online on tues and watch show on youtube.
there were turtles floating around msn but didnt care
i thought they were people who are trying to claim that they're losers or something
UNTIL. the small little window(msn) pops out.
and lindsey's msn nick was ''there're (forget how many) people with turtles on their msn nick. whats with them(or something like that).(tu)(tu)(tu)
was laughing at it and realised there was seriously too many turtles.

ask i-forget-who but is primary school friend. karen if i'm not wrong
''eh. why you put turtle there huh?'' --->me
''steve irwin''
''OOH.''
expects further exaplination but to paiseh to ask.

ask marcus:
''why you put turtle there''--->me
''steve irwin''
''?''
''he died''

*pang*
you mean that crocodile guy who love crocodile?
things just literally ran through my mind.
quite sad to see a nice guy who loves nature so much to die
esp when he's killed by a local delicacy
PLUS the sambal chilli.
ahhh.

but why turtle?
turtle really sound like a loser to me
and one of my msn contacts tried to be different by putting a sheep
LOL

another wierd thing is after MASS deleting,
i'm starting to download stuff again
those which i deleted.
sometimes i really think i'm crazy
maybe because i study tooo muchhhhhhh

eunshihae<3
superstars of superstarssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

2006-09-03T21:33:00.000-07:00

com screwed up in friday night.
panic attack
initially i thought it was just connection probelm but no.
i even called the starhub operator to ask question
and paisehed myself terribly
''okay go to run and type cnd.''--> him
''the com said cnd annot be found''
''NO. CMD. as in china malaysia denmark.''
types in china malaysia denmark
''i click enter already and it said china malaysia denmark not found''
''NO. click in CMD. CMD. not china malaysia denmark. their initials.
i wanted to hung up the phone at that time.

in the end after who knows how long conversation with dads friend(he handles everything about our com)
and dont know how many thousand hours of scanning for viruses and framenting the files(or whatever)
dad gave him the com on sat morning.
you dont know how terribly scared i was.

and alas.
com came back on sunday
after a terrible saturday might suffering from withdrawal symptoms(on saturdays i'm online till about 2am.)
he told me com screwed up majorly cos there wasnt any space in cdrive.
and he showed me a file which is HUGE.
my file.
where it contains some of my songs.
8GB!!!!
8GB!!!!
i can just die.
that was just one of my file
i have other two
doing MAJOR/MASS file deleting now
you dont know how painful my heart is
i mean i dl all these stuff and waited for it to complete and now i have to delete them. heart pain.'

and omg.
i learn to update my stupid antivirus thingy already.
after dont know how many years of not updating i finally updated.
gosh.
you dont know how terribly frighten i am.
good thing that none of my important files are gone.

now the problem is i have thousand of accts.
forum this forum there and soompi
i have to TRY to remember the usernames now.
cos i used to put then on remeber me mode
THANK GOD ALL MY PASSWORD ARE THE SAME

2006-08-31T08:56:00.000-07:00

teachers day celebration today
blah blah blah
missed half the aces day exercise because went backstage to help them.
ahhhh.
the talenttime results....
yoou should know what i mean.
but i guess the finalists themselves also knew that the results were already planned beforehand so no big surprise?

towned today
mood really wasnt there since i was major pms-ing.
PLUS i had to search my specs in the morning for like 10mins with my mums help cos i ''lost'' it
AND i didnt know they were wearing home clothes to town so i came unprepared.

watch devil wear prada instead of love wrecked
cos the seats at cine sucked and it was fully booked at lido.
was being nice so i accompanied sel to lunch while the rest shopped):
i think the movie is nice overall and some parts were pretty sad and practical?

sakae sushi-ed on monday.
full like shit and we were being plain kiasu by ordering so much
played zhong ji mi ma(1-99 game)
lost TWICE!
and i had to ate one fucking plate of sushi when i was fucking full
while the other losers just had to consume little stuff.
for instance: one slice of ginger.
wth is that compareed to a dumb sushi.

realised my mums bdae coming pretty soon.
even before my sis.
doubt we're gonna buy anything though.

going out with mummy tmrw.
with the twins(my god bros ) and my god grandma
the twins coming over tmrw!!!!
:D

prelims coming.
sucks like a freaking bitch.

2006-08-26T07:06:00.000-07:00

woke up this morning and realised i was late
to bring my dog down for his daily morning walk
and yes. i have a dog.
whom i support financially, physically and mentally
with another sister.
so in the most blurry and tired state.
i brought him down alone.
cos that sister was ''late'' for tuition.
went down did his usual peeing.
when about to go home.
down came this black and white dog.
and it literally charged at my dog when it saw it
and it bit my dog.
from what i see.
obviously scared like siao.
i ran and dragged my dog away(cos it was leashed because its new)
and the other stupid dog just chase.
after what seems like eon years
that dog's owner finally came down and make little effort to stop it.
like wtf?
me standing there hair messy like siao, the leash thingy all tangled up, and i dropped the newspaper while running trying to stop your stupid dog from attacking mine and all you do is stand there and yet like some fucking asshole
and like hello?!
i was super blur at that moment cos i just woke up and you dont know how badly it scared me.
and when i walk pass the woman(dog owner), she told me''haiya. nevermind one''.
like wtf!
your bloody dog come and attack mine of course got problem la.
NEVERMINE. wtf!
your dog nevermind my dog got mind pls.
STUPID DOG AND ITS OWNER
pls.
let my dog bite your damn dog and tell me whether got mind anot la.
fucking retard.

kat and zara are in for talenttime(:
all the best you guys
and zara.
PLS build up your confidence(:

oh. and i' starting to wear that plactic thingy in my mouth
which is utterly uncomfortable
which makes me cant talk properly.
ahhh
like some retard who needs speech therepy BADLY
like i cant help it right.
its preventing my tongue from moving
so i cant pronouce s,t and f properly.
so at least when i talk dont laugh or whatever
the most you should go is stare(like the woman at the pet shop when i asked the price of dog's wee wee pan)
and if you laugh like some ''friends'', i hope something happen bads to you too. like you need to wear retainer-denture too

sometimes i cant help but to thing i'm a genius
HAHAHAHAHA.
cos i just unplugged my keyboard cos it was screwing up so badly
and mind you.
i'm a complete tech idiot.
like hello?!
until now i still dont know how to burn cd even though theres a burner
and the only tech thing i can do is save picture, download files, manahe folders and deleting files.
and i changed my mouse too(:
to a mini mouse(:
prolly gonna change back cos its so small thus uncomfortable to use and this new keyboard sucks.

2006-08-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

i'm not retaking cheeena
so i should hate chineseeeeeeeeeeeeee from now on.
yeah.
application too late.
whatever la
like so drama mama type.
after thinking for dont know how many thousand days and embarrassing myself in front of ms lee and jenkiat have do say ''jorina why are you -----''
and walking to the office like siao
and getting stares and unwanted comments inside the HOD part
i didnt managed to apply.
ahhh.
i hope the paper will be a fuc*ing difficult one
so i wont regret and bang my head against the wall
LOL. evil me.

i just finish watching this korean variety show
and i cant stop laughing
ppl(mainly sibs and parents and maid)
thinks i'm crazy cos i'm laughing at something when its just moving and not making any noise(i have no speakers)
they dont know this thing called ''subs''
i just start laughing randomly even though its freaking late at night.
freaking funny.

ahh.
english oral.
i can totally die

before going in i took out my fresh mints i bought that morning to have freasher breathe when like 5 ppl literally jumped in front of me to adk for some.
okayyy......
while sitting i chew virgously on that two mint sweets i got and drank water like siao.
until i had no more water and sweets left.
okayyyy....
and it wasnt even near my turn.
i wanted to die there.

i cant believe i that suay la
for both ORALS(cheena and eng)
i got the ''hard'' topic
like PLS.
if i can get the food topic
omg.
i be like freaking confident and talk alot.
like their questions are simply so easy
but suay suay i gto public transport.
like hello?
easy to understand whatever but not easy to talk about.

*stupid moments*
picture: alot ppl in mrt
question:what do you think their doing.
my dumb answer: erm. i think they're on a packaged tour around singapore. maybe to sentosa?
after that i wanted to kill myself. mentally and physically.
packaged tour? like ack?! la

question:describe the picture
at the moment was mentally slapping myself for answering package tour so i didnt listen carefully. and i didnt thought that i'll be so suay to get''describe the pic'' question
*momentarily stare*
me:can you repeat the queation*SMILES*
examiner: can you describe the picture. like what do you see?
^maybe he thought i was to dumb to understand?
and i describe. which was terrible.
mainpoint is! i got that DARN question.

after the whole picture description: he told me you got unusual question.
omg. my heart literally jumped out and i wanted to faint.

examiner:how do you go to school?
me: i take the area bus to central. take 196. and walk to school. (i dont know why i said walk to school)
examiner: *pause* care to explain furthur?
me: *heart literally skipped out from jumping to fast. mind raced like crazy. like go school only what. how to explain more. gives blank look*
him: like what you do on your way here. do you see anything....
me:*cuts him off* YA. i watch the scenery. i look at cars cos i love cars. and when i see bad drivers i criticize their driving skills
him and the other examiner: smiles and laugh*
me: and i stare at the scenery cos i think they look better in the dark then in the day.
him:so you see better in the dark then day?
me: NOOOOOO!!!(so retarded) and explain more

and i did that NOOOOO! thing when he asked if i have anything to add on.

luckily nerine and mrs.s said that the packaged tour thingy was acceptable or i will seriously feel guilty if my eng results came out to be a C5 or something drastic.

oh. and at one point of time(the care to explain how you come to school part) i realised i used to much ''erm''. like literally after every two words kind. so i tried to changed it. to 'hmmm' which sounds more interllectual(to me at least) but obviously failed after using 2 hmmm and changed it back to ermm

and like i want to have the DREAMING WHATS COMING OUT TMRW ability like marcus. so i can predict. ESP. chem. like hello? mr marcus quek. you better dream something out for chem 'o's.

jiali got a new phone and i'm lusting for it.
despite just changing phone.
and mine you.
i hate my phone and dont understand why in that moment i will actually agree to have that.

realised i'm cursing to much these days
must changed!
too much pressure i guess

OH. and i got a DOG!!!
(:

tsk.
and stop denying bitches!

everybodys kissing and gaying around.

2006-08-12T07:12:00.001-07:00

after typing this.
i SWEAR i wont go to hollandv for at least 3mths

went sell flags today. for the st john ambulance fund.
FOR THE PLAIN FUN OF IT. HELPING BRINGS JOY. NOT LIKE SOME PEOPLE WHOS NOT WORTH MENTIONING.

and thanks to shu
i got a GREAT workout this morning,
walk from home to central FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE.
so ms shuwen
you better appreciate it
for dont know how many donkey years
my parents been trying to make me walk from home to central in the morning
but i die also dont want
so ms shuwen
thank me.

went around asking for money.
and like i think its polite to reject to donate THEN to take a detour or plug in your earphones like you cant hear or pretend we're invisible and walk past us just like that. just say NO la.
and i dont know how ppl can act as if they cant see me.
i not big enough meh?
siao

and there was a couple of ppl who cross the road cos they didnt want to donate.
so in return. WE CROSS THE ROAD TOO TO ASK THEM.
ahahahah. so funny
although we didnt get some of them to donate, inside me and nerine were laughing. like how do you escape the rest of our firends up there. somhow you'll still have to buy.

one cool chinese amah in sunglasses talk to me in malay and i was like ack?!
all i understand was ''tatuder tatuder'' which means no no.
and i just smile and nod my head.
okayyyyyyyyyyyyy.
if you dont want to donate just say no.
instead of talking to me in malay

met quite alot of nice ladies and men who willingly donate money.
$2 $5 $1 and others
theres 3 nice lady thats worth mentioning(: (: (:
one went forward and donated our FIRST $5 and freaking encouraged us. saying not to be discouraged and all. she's just so nice la
second lady told us about red croos and st john. lol and gave $4 and encouraged us yet again.
thrid lady just went''oh. st john ambulance'' took out $5 and encouraged ME!!! wooh. she was like keep up the work and not to be discourage and all.
and other nice ones who at least bothered to SMILE back

there were plenty of rich taitais and womans who carry prada/LV/gucci/guess bags.
obviously being rich. they donated at least $2
and ppl with kids.
GOD. i love them.
cos they confirm give money to their kids to donate. lol.
except for this couple

oh.
and this really HIGH CLASS WOMAN
carrying a gucci bag
wearing chanel sunglasses
so we asked.
she whipped up her LV coin purse
unzip it.
and TADAH.
donated 10cents
-_-
okay.
i'm not cursing cos she donated little
but like if you want to dress like a taitai
act like a taitai
dont act rich and high class
and donate just 10cents
IT TOTALLY DOWNGRADE YOU TO ANOTHER LEVEL OF CLASSNESS.
and ppl will look down on you.
10cents
wth.
thats the only LEAST amount i got.

this point of time where i got SUPER discouraged.
i was totally stunned and speechless and all i could think was CALL NERINE
apparently some ppl were pissed cos we ''stole?'' their place(hollandV)
like hello?
we didnt know you were in hollandV too
so dont fucking roll you eyes and act like a stupid ass the first thing when you see us there.
and dont act as if you're some bigshot and walk around the places like you owned them when WE'RE ARE ALREADY THERE.
hello?
st john first proirty
not that stinking $20 limit.
when someones there go another place laaaa.
sont tell me you're too lazy to find another space.
and the parking lot area was plainly my IDEA and no one wanted to be there
and dont steal my ''potential costumers'' RIGHT INFRONT OF ME
and dont you fucking roll your eyes at me.
i charge you 50cents then you know.

and there was this guy who look like torres.
OH~~~~
went to coffee bean to take a good look at him
too bad he isnt blonde or botak
or he will look like him even moreeeeeee

so after like standing ther for 2hrs straight
we went play hide and seek in hollandV complex.
retarded but fun. lol
got this time i ask nerine to cheat but apparently she didnt.

went to eat.
and for some reasons we went to swensens.
and omg.
i swear i will not go in again.
no one wanted to eat
and suddenly. shu stood up and ran away.
''huh?'' looks were on nerine marcus and jieshan face.
then marcus went ''shuwen wait for me'' and ran out
and me and nerine stood up to ran away too
neirne pushed me halfway and i drop my bag.
in a slow drama effect way, i saw the woman who was about to serve us shocked. then man at the scooping counter waving his hand at us. the chairs pushed out.
OH BLOODY CRAP.
and everyone bamed shu
lol

ate ipoh horfun and played catching again!
but we got chased up and the man threaten to call the police.
omg.
so freaking paiseh.
i just seriously hope they dont call school

hollandV experience was DAMN PAISEH AND HORRIBLE.
and we cab back to school
and someone conviently donated the taxi fare he was suppose to return me into his donation can.
WOW!

at one time. marcus bluffed nerine that VP wanted to meet us and we walked to the staff room. on the way there marcus suddely gave this retarded laugh and told nerine it was fake.
she was so pissed cos she thought it was real.
LOL
and marcus got whacked by her.

went bowling.
and i lose like siao.
didnt even score over 100
thats because i didnt go for bowling for about 1year?
and my nails chipped
and my finger are like dislocated

went shu's mum place at hawpavilla to eat
and walk walk
and some idiots?(i dont know who) suggested the ten level of hell thingy.
and the statues were freaking scary.
and like omg.
i dont know why that guy want to build a house with so many startus that stared at you.
and scare the freaking daylight out of you.

got jelly legs now
freakinf hurts like siao
and i just hate to move
even an inch
just too painful

2006-08-12T07:12:00.000-07:00

2006-08-11T04:49:00.000-07:00

okay.
surprise surprise!
i got a freaking freaking freaking freaking freakin freaking freaking BIG M for oral+LC
oh wow!
so very wonderful

when all the oh-so-very angmohfied ppl who simply cant speak chineseeeeee very well AROUND ME got a freaking freaking big D
oh yes. i'm talking about nerine and marcus and glenn? and alot

like thats not upsetting enough
some bitch had to REMIND ME! when i was freaking thinking whther my results were good anot THAT I COULD HAVE GOTTEN A BIG FREAKING 'A1' IF NOT FOR MY ORAL
oh WOW MAN
THANK YOU VERY MUCH
rub more salts in my wounds pls.

like i cant freaking retake chineseeeeeeee la.
like totally F**K THAT BLOODY MERIT LA
i thought my oral was bad.
but not that bad until i have to get a freaking MMMMMM
passage was okay. just that my freaking conversation sucks
till date i still dont understand what i said.
screw the person who told me separting groups to''kids, youth and adults''
THANKS A FREAKING BUNCH

practically had a panic attack before we got back results.
wanted to barf like a dont know how many thousand freaking times
and my eyes were tearing because of those barfing action
and when i got up there
i saw a HUGE 1 beside my name!
my heart nearly jumped out cos i thought i got a 1 and ms laing was like ''jorina you got a ---''
okayyyyyyyyyyy.
next time dont put the 1 there
it'll scare the daylights out of ppl

shocking results: kats
was totally schock when sel replied a ''YA'' to my msg.
totally stunned kind.

oh well. chineseeeeeeee sucks.
emaths better bring my face back too me

got some freaking retarded allergies on my face
like ack?!
now my face is dotted and red.
thurs was worst cos it was puffy.

everythings going wrongggggggggggggggggggg

2006-08-10T06:29:00.000-07:00

UGH!
tmrws gonna get back 'o'chinese results.
I'M GONNA DIE OF A HEART ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm hoping for an a1 which is now near inpossible
so a2 will be just fine
b3 is the limit
anything worst the b4 and below.
i can just go and dieeeeeeeeeeee

slept over at youth chalet on thurs.
yadah yadah yadah
smallest and fastest bag i ever packed so far.
yichiong fetch us and we went to junwai school.
which is SJI.
so many ncc guys were there as the sec4s are graduating.
ya...
and for the first time.
i saw my oh-so-skinny-cousin in a smart uniform.

and i had camillia and baolian laoshi as bunkmates.
not that i hate it BUT.
baolian laoshi WAS after all in charge and being in charge means strict which means her surrounding a.k.a bunkmates were the ones with the lest freedom.
which sucks.

and i cant stand ppl who invites OTHERS(in this case like about 5ppl) into their bunks when the other bunkmates are still sleeping.
i just hate it cos i think its inconsiderate.
like HELLO? your bunkmate is still freaking sleeping
and you invite ppl as bimbotic or near bimbotic as you into the room and what? party or to show off your stuff?
like wtf la.
i'm still bloody sleeping in the bloody cold room and some ppl go in and make some freaking noise and wake me up.
and i hate it cos i look freaking ugly when i sleep. and just wierd poisture la
fu*k
''wah!! so cool man! inflattable bed''
''wah. can sleep huh?''
''yah. very cool right. yadah yadah yadah''---> my bunkmate
trying to attract attention or what.

minutes or hours ago
she went up to me(i was freaking sleeping on the floor and she took the bed)
and tell me not to open my eyes
WTF is that!
i'm freaking sleeping right.
and i wont open my eyes unless i woke up la
which apparently she did
freaking bimbo la
''DONT OPEN YOUR EYES HUH''
''DONT''
for what?
cos she was too lazy to move her ass to the toilet next door
so she changed her pants in the room.
the toilet is just nexty door.
dont want to change there DONT make a din
woke me up and tell me not to open my eyes
like WTF.
and i didnt woke up naturally. which means ppl woke me up.
so i was freaking MOODY.
which means pmsy
which expains pms-iness on weekdays cos my alarm clock woke me up

wake up
sis told me that SHE brought guys in the room and made a din?
freaking bimbo can
HELLO? in charge in our bunk still dare to invite ppl in
and why invite ppl in your room for what la.
when i'm sleeping

and pls
you dont know how many times you woke me up.
walk in walk out. walk in walk out. walk in walk out.
touch this take that. touch this take that
how i know?
PLS. i slept on that freaking floor obviously i can sense movement right.
so i woke up like dont know how many thousand times to just to see you moving in and out
and pissing me of.
i'm like sleeping facing the bed direction to not face the window and you move in and out.
of course i'll know
and you come ask me in the morning.
after you literally woke me up
''hey. did my movement woke you up last night''
fuc* la
i almost exploded and scolded her
but i said no
cos if i say yes.
by her bimboticness she will go ''i'm sorry.'' ''so sorry'' ''wasnt on purpose'' and all those crap

after practically ''dressing'' up the kids
was freaking hot and sweaty
when back to bunk to rest
plus i was super tired due to lack of sleep
only to find you and some girls there talking about love
who cares right
until you freaking come and ask ''how do you know whether a guy likes you or not''
and act like a freaking bimbo and start talking about how you dont know guys.
PLS LA
like i know.
and start acting like this guy like you
FREAKING BIMBOTIC.
the whole process.
laughing and giggling
saying ''ya ya he did that'' and showing off the messages!
wth
made many attempts to sleep
but apparently many more of her friends came and make some more noises.
so didnt rest at all

the most i couldnt take it was when she started going around asking ppl around ''what is the correct age to date''
pls. i told her like super many times its not the age in the room and she came out to ask ppl.
freak la.
ask youths already was wierd
she even ask ADULTS!
pregnant mom to be exact
like what the helllllllllll is that
BIMBO

other than that.
other stuff are just so dang fine

joyful. OH SO JOYFUL

except for chinese 'o's, parents meeting and chem test tmrw.

2006-08-06T08:18:00.000-07:00

a few days ago, on fri night to be exact.
i was using the com.
then i smell this chao ta smell.
~seven month~ was all i can think
i thought ppl was burning those paper so i coulnt be bothered to think whats that.

11.45++
chao ta smell start

12.00++
chao ta smell continue.
i couldnt help but to think we's that retard who burns paper at this time.
and why is she/he taking such a long time.
burn then burn la.
or maybe alot of her relative perish from the world already.

12.15++
couldnt tahan the smell but tried to tahan.
disrupting this type of burning is no good.

12.20++
mummy retuen home.
the first thing she said was ''are you cooking something? from outside i can smell chao ta smell''
OH.
the chao ta smell ws actually burning smell.
i went to off the fire.

turns out that my maid was boiling the soup so the soup wouldnt spoil.
she she took a nap.
for that whole bloody 1/2 hour
she soups been boiling and boiling.
NOT PPL BURNING STUFF.
wth...
and so. because the water boil and boil and no one off the fire.
it continue to boil and boil
until all soup was evaporated
(carrot soup btw)
so.....
the carrot shrunk.
LOL.
funniest sight i've seen.
1/4pot of soup became a few shurken and hard? carrot.

and the chao ta smell didnt go away.
it was so terrible that we had to close the kitchen door
AND I SWEAR i could still smell the chao ta smell the next day.

mummy thinks my nose is retarded.
since my nose cant differentiate chao ta smell and burning paper smell.
maybe i should do some test.
so when 'o'level come. i can ask the examiner to smell for the pungent gas.
which is so much better than smelling myself. cos i cant smell.

when doing QA. to test for pungent gas. ppl put their testtube quite near their nose and fan their hand so they can smell.
i cannot.
i must literally put in UNDER my nose. take a DEEP breathe. and wait for that terrible smelly gas to irritate me before knowing it stinks.
sucks la.
so you know almost how many time i almost fainted because i took such a HUGE whiff of ammonia and chlorine.
tsk
RETARDED NOSE.

ss project sucks
find no use in it.
stupid school stupid project
GIVE US SOMEHTING BETTER TO DO LA.
like lim kim san, goh keng swee and ong pang boon will come out for SEQ like that.
siaoooooo

thanks god milu bing won
is that soul won.
i can go kill myself.
they cant sing, and their dancing are like normal(not say good until can die kind)
and omg.
if they dare attempt ONE more korean-translate- to-chinese song.
i swear i'll turn off the tv at once.
so un-flattering
like pahbo, and rising run isnt enough!
perfect man somemore.
F*ck you la.
spoil my perfect image of that song
cant live up that standard of those type of songs then dont attempt.
just admit that korean songs are more rhythmic then chinese songs and you cant catch up.
LOSER.

ching choing cheeeenaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2006-08-04T07:50:00.000-07:00

torres getting married to Olalla.
wth.
all hot soccer guys are getting married at such young age laaaa.

random#1
get us a BETTER VP whose doesnt keep on swollowing saliva or making disgusting saliva sounds when she talks. AND ONE WHO DOESNT SPELL video as VEDIO. pls. joke of the day.
and one who doesnt bob her head left and right or up and down when she's talking. its FREAKING IRRITATING when i'm being polite to look at her when she talks but instead have to watch her bob her head. like ACK la!
and better! one without distorted toes!
XD

random #2
made a fool out of ourselves today when we started laughing loudly in assembly today. APPARENTLY, we got 8 points out of dont know what for class cleaniness.
we come in second from the BOTTOM man. which was already a good laugh.
4/1, 4/3 need to clean up. LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH like siao cause we wasnt ''blacklisted'' although the class is in a mess and we scored the second lowest
LAUGH EVEN LOUDER: when 4/3 literally ''pop'' out FIRST under the are of IMMEDIATE HOUSEKEEPING.
how pathetic.
paisehed ourselves totally.
even ms liang was laughing.

immediate housekeeping? haha. good attempt to tell us how dirty our class is. wait till somebody bothers to move their lazy ass and sweep/clean the floor. OR EVEN BETTER. pack the rubbish dump lookalike(class cupboard) behind.
good luck and thanks to those we bothered to move their lazy ass.
the mess wont go away until somebody bothered to do it. NEXT YEAR i guess?

p.s. pasting dangly thingy from TWO of the fan can get recongised for cleaniness and effort.
weak pun intended or is the sec4s just plain pathetic?

random#3
suprised math mock exam. surprising for both us and the paper. first time seeing a math mack exam paper suprised. maybe its more surprised then us given that the fact that ms liang surprised us with a math test. and the paper got surprised too cos it wasnt prepared to be done or something. bad enough that someone zap you for 80++ times? and you see clones of yourself? or many it was surprise to see its clone?
whatever la.
surprised math test. not bad man.

random#4
put in 70cents to get 7 packets of ribena.
so in average its 10cents per packet.
SUPER SUPER SUPER WORTH IT
no wander the drinks in the vending machines ran out so fast.
and why the school is losing money.
maybe one random day i shall go to any random vending machine and put in some random coins and press some random button so some undentified random number of drinks will drop down giving me a random surprise! WOOH.

random#5
did some MOE survey today. how confidential can it be when you log in with your NRIC no? be truthful?haha. and kena some who-knows-what problem in the future.
help the school? pls. the school is like hopeless and i doubt anyone can help it. try changing vending machine or vp who cant spell video la. maybe that will help.

you want us to do confidential survey then give us some website where we can do it on our own without signing in. and not some screen that says ''system locked'' when you first look at it.
my term of confidential:no personal info slipping out.

AND YES. i criticise the school. plenty disagree. few STRONGLY disagree and i think 3 strongly agree.
how failure la

random #6
archie comics are famous once again.
WOOH~
lol.
if sooner or later you see sec4s reading archie comics. REMEMBER WE'RE THE TREND STARTER
nerine shuwen marcus me thats it(:

random#7
zara and kats gonna join talenttime.
SOLO THIS TIME. both.
*cross finger and hope zara sings the woo hoo song*

random#8
parents meeting day
ahhhhhh~
a.k.a official allowance deduction day
IF MY MOTHER EVER ATTEND.
i think she will cut my allowance AGAIN.
and tadah! my two weeks allowance can easily be anyones one week allowance.
HOW VERY WONDERFUL.
*cross finger and hope mummy goes to shanghai during that period of time. she wants to go anyway. JUST PRAY THAT ITS THAT PERIOD OF TIME*

zzz zzz zzz zzz zzzz--> the song j.lo sang with lilcool or something. i love the part where they go zzz zzz zzz. sounds like some psycho freak.

VEDIO.
hahaha.
funniest joke EVER.

2006-07-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

i hate my mum mum SO SO SO much
she's like freakingly trying to pull everyone to tutor me la.
even my cousins
i cant take it la.
''wah. jorina's results are terrible la. she not scared i also scared for her.''
FUCK LA
she go to church and tell them how badly my results are and get them to tutor me
LIKE ATP IS NOT FREAKING SUCKING MY LIFE AWAY.
i'm like here telling her that i have atp after school
and she's like there ''aiyoh. i'm so worried for jorina la. how? her maths suck, her english, suck, her science suck like how''
shut the fu*k up la

PLUS
i cant watch tv
i cant use com unless on weekends
LIKE NO LIFE CAN
go home whip out papers and do
or take out book memorise memorise and memorise.
FREAK LA
SO VERY NOT FUN.
and its like the first time i'm doing this

i HATE to go home now la.
go home=no freedom
go home and get stared at by my sibs and maid to see whether i'm studying a not
like WTH

and she allow my sibs to watch tv.
IN FRONT OF ME
and i have to sit in the living room to study
and all i can do is LISTEN TO TV AND HEAR WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT.
like fuck off la.
she's taking away my life

i seriously dont know whats my problem also
why the hell am i listening to her la
and when i listen
SHE'S FREAKING TAKING ADVANTAGE OF IT.
stupid bitch

on the bright side:
SCHOOL HAVE FINALLY RENTED/BOUGHT 4FREAKING VENDING MACHINES.
after like 4 years of suggesting to have vending machines in the school
they finally did that

and that i'm currently sleeping in my sisters room now.
both freak each other out
PLUS joyce.
who initially wanted to tell ghost story but instead scare herself.
SO DUMB
and the first day of ghost festival was hilarious
joyce heard this dumb rumour about cannot call your close ones their actual name or the ghost will haunt them
so she started naming us.
mr incredible is my dad. mrs incredible is my mum. the ''pretty'' one is joey(which she insisted on joyce calling her that) joyce being the rubblish one(lame shit)
and ME--- THE SMART ONE.
oh. how very original

DUMB SISTER.
that might i didnt talk cos i couldnt stand calling any of them dumb names,

2006-07-23T06:14:00.000-07:00

i cant help but to feel scared now.
CAUSE I'LL BE SHOWING MY DARN REPORT CARD IN A FEW HOURS FROM NOW.
heart jumping like crazy.
what if they cut my allowance. and ban me from computer?
scary la.

and i said F*CK in the middle of cell grp yesterday
total accident.
slip of tongue. mentally slapped myself hard in the head.

i told the ghost story mrs.s told us to my sis yesterday.
so she can be scared too.
LOL
so we both be scared together and we can sleep together.
as a form of company to each other.
i'm such a asshole la.
LOL

and i'm still so freaked out at night la
how long is the fear gonna last???

i'm totally crapping now
MUST MAKE FULL USE OF THE COM NOW WHEN I CAN.
for the past days even since i got back my results
i've been making full use of my com
so no diff now.
JUST IN CASE I REALLY KENA BANNED FROM COMPUTER.

2006-07-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

okay.
so yesterday was probably one of the GREATEST racial harmony day EVER.
cos its my first time where i decided to cooperate and WEAR A FREAKING COSTUME.
and since ms laing made it COMPULSORY
only about 5boys didnt wear.
WHICH WAS. of course good.

so the seven of us wore GREEK+ROMANS.
MY SUGGESTION.
lol.just feel like crditing myself.
we didnt exactly knew whether we were greek or roman
but HECK! we were the only romanian/greeks yesterday.
and probably the only ones unless some LOSERS decides to copy us.
lol

so yesterday was one HUGE cam-whoring day where everybody decided to whip out their cam and take pics with each other. until there was this point of time where everyone's smile became too stiff and almost every pic came out with the same ''weak-pun-intended'' smile.

pictures:

^enthu class. and hell yes. I LOVE MY CLASS

the greeks. or is it romans?:

^with ms liang

with friends:

random shots:(being a brillaint phtographer and all XD)

^selena looking like a godess

^nerine looking like a godess wannabe

so during lesson time mrs. s and glenn shared some ghost stories of which some scaared me severely esp the bangkok hotel one.

so when i went home yesterday,sick, i feel asleep like at 6.30 and woke up some time later to drink water. amd when i came back it was like 4am!!
and some idiots told me that 4 is a dirty hour and there alot of ghost around. so i freaked out. LIKE TOTALLY. i shut my eyes and plugged on my mp3 and tried to breathe heavily like i was asleep so the ghost will not diturb me. but i keep thinking of the tiolet incident so i couldnt. and i was desperately trying to resist from going to tiolet myself cos i drank water. at some point of time. i suddenly grabbed my pillow and put it above me so the ghost wont lie on me.(which was obviously some lame shit i made up to make myself feel better).and i slept on my side so again the ghost wont lie on me(which was another lame shit) and i faced the wadrobe instead of the window in fear that some bodies will drop diwn randomly. and all these times my eyes were shut. even when i change song. den i kept feeling that the ghost were touching me. and i started crying. like some freaking retard. and i decided to breathe even heavier so that the ghost would be convinced i'm asleep. SO LAME. to think of it now. and somehow after like one hour plus. i fell asleep. without opening my eyes once. and i woke up at 10 WITH MY HP BATTERY FLAT COS I ON IT FOR THE WHOLE FREAKING NIGHT.
i cant help but to feel lame myself.

and somehow. i called nerine in the middle of the night last night. around 1am. which was a complete shock cos i was still sickly asleep and my phone was not near me at that time. FREAKY. i didnt know it till she msged me around 10+. SCARE ME LIKE SIAO.

but on the good hand is i managed to sleep for more then 15.5 hours around there. NOT COUTING THE STUPID SCARY HOUR.
thats ALOT.
considerring my daily sleep is only like 4 hours.

2006-07-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

exam results were a total disater
SO DISATROUS
i wont tell my parents until like they see the report book and i'll just act innocent and stand there
it was WAY WAY WAY too much shock
esp emath..
I MADE STUPID FRIGGING LOTS OF DUMB CARLESS MISTAKE
and those bloody mistakes cost me 23marks
smack myslelf hard in the face
like i have seeing problems or something
all my mistakes were just plain wrong copying
from 2y-15=5y+6
can become like 3y=21
LIKE WTH
one dumb negative sign cost me 2 marks

i think i went crazy after getting those papers la
WAY TOO MUCH SHOCK
den i started comparing who got lowest
WTF
i got lowest in physics paper 1
THE BEST RESULTS I SEEN SO FAR PLS
can die laughing

UGH.
i wanna go malaysia
NOW!!!!
to seek happiness and joy in dongbang and suju!
MY SUJU!!!
i wanna hug kibum XD
freaking stalkers got to hug him and the rest
i just want kibum(:

things to note:maybe drawing dumb stuff like harry potter with sirius black, the patil twins, dumbledore, buckbeak and hogworts express can get you high marks cos you ''entertain'' the examiner?

2006-07-11T00:15:00.000-07:00

no wonder zidane headbutt that guy
that materazzi guy called his mother or something a terrorist whore.
wth la
i hope that materazzi guy die.
he's well known for playing dirty.
YEAH
SEXY HEADBUTT BY ZIDANE
WOOH!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HblsV-urHg&search=materazzi
^materrazzi playing dirty

and materrazi denied all these la
he claims he is innocent
wth
and he didnt know what that word means
when he freakingly scolded in italain
wth la
AN ITALIAN NOT KNOWING WHAT THE HELL THAT ITALIAN WORD IS
lmao.
either he's dumb or stupid

and yes.
i love zidane(:

2006-07-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

italy won(:
that was wanted
ZIDANE SCORE(:
that was also what i wanted
both come through.
lalalalala

************************
torres(spain)
he's so hot. XP

**************
kaka(brazil)
another hot but married one
and his wife(pretty!) is only 19.

******************
LAHM(:(germany)
ahhh
another hot one XP
he's so cute la

everytime i see lahm.
he reminds me of my cousin

lol.
just feel like posting
cos exams over(:

speaking of exams.
i practically booked a space in all ATP.
good luck to me(: